IT WAS ONLY JUST A DREAM.

#106 ; Dedications.

2011-12-31T22:48:00.003+08:00

Probably my last post in this blog. Definitely my last post in December.

Because it's the last day of December, I decided to post up something like a dedication.

To : The person who always made me smile.

Do you know how much you always made me smile, without even trying? I'm so glad to have you in my life, even though you don't know me and i don't know you much. I believe you shown everything you had on stage, but i don't wanna speak as a fan. I wanna speak on the perspective of how i sees you.You've always been so cool and charismatic on stage and that's probably why you attracted me in the first place. But, i know why you attracted me even though yoseob is much more cute, dujun is much more handsome and the rest. I ~~saw~~ felt how you guys worked hard just to make us proud and to make your dreams come true. I've felt it all. That's what attracted me to your group. Whenever i am having a bad mood, my friends knew how to cheer me up, it's one of the way though. Rather than being a fan, i had more interest in being a friend. I guessed that's how fans felt uh. But, i really like being around, hearing your news. I know i sound like a stalker and it's really irritating. I have a lot more to say, but i really have to move on to talk about my friends too. So, I guess i will leave the rest in my heart yeah? And like you guys knew, this is my ultimate bias in the whole of Kpop, Yongjunhyung.

To : Family that brought me to earth.

They said family will always stay with you till the end. I guess it's true afterall. :) Shortest out of all post, since i really have nothing to say. Haha.

To : These three years of friendship and still counting on.

I hope I still met your standards of being a friend and sister in your life yeah. Like you guys knew, how bad tempered I can go. Even though I don't show, but you guys are really important to me though. Like what our ex-chinese teacher said, I do put friends as a important role in my life. Thus, I have a lot to expect from my friends. I bet being my friends are really tiring yeah. Being all unreasonable and petty. I guess that's why i have so many haters. (Haha. Haters, go to the left, thank you.) But through these years, thanks for tolerating and standing by my side. You might have heard a lot from my haters, but thanks for believing in me. It's true that i'm very disappointed recently, but that doesn't mean the end of our friendship. It's also true when people said, trust need years to build, but overnight is all it takes to screw it up. Let's still stay in touch no matter what, okay? Get into a new poly, get to know new friends, but don't forget me, don't forget how close we used to be. I'll be there if you need me, i promise. But i expect the same from you too, yeah! ;) That's all. Wow, i'm being mushy. IGNORE ME.

To : A class that used to grew together as one.

I don't even know why they are in my dedication list, but I ought to put them in. It's our last year together in East View. Who knew time actually passes so quickly. It's true that there will surely be haters in the same class, but, it's also true that there will be friends in the same class, of course, not to mention, strangers. Who would actually knew that, we would actually win the best class award that day during camp. What would life be like in future, without being in the same class as you guys, i'm really curious. But, i guessed it won't be too bad yeah. I'll see you again soon. Good luck for O levels and everything else in the future. :)

#105

2011-12-21T20:01:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps! When was the last time I posted? Even though I promised that I will post on Junhyung's birthday, but I was busy working.

So yeah, I won't post up what I wanna say to him here, since his birthday is over. I will post it next year then. I will spend his birthday as long as I live. :) And, I wont forget the day they debut, 15October2009.

As I was saying. Or should I say complaining, I havent met my girls for a freaking long time. But it's okay. I'm meeting them on the 27th. :)

Sad to say, I hate the fact that time passes too quickly already. Nineteen more days and Olevel results are going to be released already! Omfg!

Okay. Enough of whining. Goodbye! :)

#104

2011-10-25T03:50:00.002+08:00

After so long, I'm finally back. I had my English Olevel papers yesterday. I did really bad for it.

I did mention right? About 비스트's Fanmeet in Singapore on 2nd July. I didn't go thus I felt real bad for it.

So for 용준형 being my moltivation for studies, I will keep hanging on. Till the next time I post then.

사랑해 비스트!
요빠, Do wait for me yeahh? I will be there soon. :)

#103

2011-06-22T18:20:00.004+08:00

Kay. I've decided to quit blogger officially like tomorrow & focus on my tumblr. This is just a short notice. I will definitely be back, but I don't know when. Perhaps when i feel like.

P/s : For people who's linking me, you can choose either to continue linking me or unlink me. :)

Goodbye blogger ^^ I will miss you.

#102

2011-06-20T17:49:00.003+08:00

OKAY. I AM FREAKIN' PISSED NOW. GO TO HELL BASTARD. I WISHED YOU NOTHING BUT THE WORST.

And I think I'm too crazy over B2st. Hahaha. What an ass I am.

School is going to reopen soon, like in a week time? Have been doing mathematics, going tuition and all sorts of stuff.

I've ordered the things. But. You know? I hope everything's fine. *Prayshard* I really want things to go well. I really want that. I'll be making the payment tomorrow. God bless me alright. ^^ I wished things go well.

Actually I have a short story to share. Shall share it the next time when i'm free! ^^

#101

2011-06-19T00:43:00.003+08:00

Hey. I'm back! After 19days! Missed me? :D
I'm back mainly for 2 parts. A wish for all fathers & the days when i'm away.

#1 : Happy Father Day to Every Single Dad in this world. ^^
I don't wanna share what's gonna happen next thursday, 23June. Dad, I know sometimes I screwed up things and disappoint you freaking lot. But I do love you with all my heart even though I don't show it. ^^ But I won't deny the fact that sometimes, I really do hate you, with all my heart too. It's a special day today. I hope you love our presents. And, all the best for next Thursday. I'll be waiting for only the good news. No bad news alright? :)

I love you. ^^

#2 : The days when I'm away..
I'm not very sure what happen. But, I went to work at my ganma house and I called a few friends along too. Surely bad things happened. Not gonna mention it anyway. And on 12June, I went to watch movies with my cousins.

Yeap, I went to watch Kungfu Panda 2. It was awesome. I rate it 4/5 still. Overall, it's funny. ^^

Then on 18June, which is yesterday, I went out with Ken. A cousin. Went to A.M.K to collect his Snsd albums. He's totally into Snsd now. Hahahahahaha. Then went to Plaza Sing because he said they sell kpop stuffs there. In the end? Nothing there, not at all! Except for Comics Connection? Took Mrt here and there, and we reached Tampines. Wanted to catch a movie, but yeah, you know? I'm lazy to wait for 2 hours. But I managed to see Sheryl. A primary school friend. AND I REALIZED, JUNHYUNG QUITTED TWITTER. Damn. Heartbreak! :(

#100

2011-05-31T16:57:00.003+08:00

OK. It's my birthday today. And i'm officially 16. That's something i have been waiting for so long.

And so...

Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me!

Okay. And I bet people are wondering how 'well' i have done for my Mt papers yesterday. Well, i guess i'm going to flunk paper 1! Damn, i just feel so scared when i do the papers. My mind went totally BLANK. But what to do? It's still papers.

And then back to 29 of may. Me and my family celebrated an advance birthday for me. I wouldn't say it was fun, since i felt rather boring over there. And yes, bad things do happen. But what to do? That's life. ^^

And today. I'm currently still waiting for a text to arrive. But i doubt i will receive any. And I received presents, messages and cards on my birthday.

Very big thanks to these people :
- My family. (Everyone of them)
- Yeeteng. (Present, facebook, card & message)
- Chelsea. (Message & Facebook)
- Jolynn. (Message & facebook)
- Clarissa. (Present & message)
- Chuhui. (Message & Facetoface)
- Huijun. (Present & Facetoface)
- Amanda. (Present)
- Sheryl. (Message)
- En Shing. (Facetoface & facebook)
- Samantha. (Facetoface)
- MongJunhao (Facetoface)
- Nigel (Facetoface & facebook)
- Amirul (Facetoface & Facebook)
- Chingwei (Present & Facetoface)
- JocelynLSH (Facetoface)
- Carissa (Facetoface)
- Amira (Facetoface & Facebook)
- Amirah (Facetoface & Facebook)
- Weichong (Facetoface, present, card & facebook)

& so on & so on !

And from people who wish me happy birthday from facebook. Your name will be found here, unless you wished me after i posted this up! Thanks alot!
- Chelsea
- Yeeteng
- April
- Benjamin Shi
- Bitch
- Dzen
- Wilbert
- Jolynn
- Tiffany
- Ailin
- Elaine
- Anthony
- Hazel
- Zhenhao
- Inertia
- Hanpeng
- Aini
- Zhikai
- Toottoot
- Joshua
- Xinni
- Alan
- Darren
- Fazira
- Weiling
- Mindy
- Saz
- Faiz
- Damien
- Daryl
- Leesays
- Wendy
- Haziqah
- Amirah
- Bernice
- Fabian
- Haziq
- Weijian
- Zhiyu
- Geoffrey
- Sze hui
- Jingming
- Valerie
- Yeting
- Felicia
- Yeeheng
- Clancy
- Qingrong
- Reegena
- Michelle L
- Dilys
- Kevin
- Desmond
- Dalilah
- Patrick
- Bryan
- Ruixuan
- Darren G
- Munee
- Shahren
- Asyikin
- Woonkiat
- Qirong
- John
- Amirul
- Xiu ping
- Kray
- Jocelyn O
- Jevon
- Weichong
- Hadhri
- Amira
- Marfiqa
- Enshing
- Shaojie
- Waihung
- Syafiqah
- Jeannie
- Andrea

#99.

2011-05-17T19:12:00.004+08:00

Since it's BEAST's first official album release today, i shall make a post on BEAST then. Wow. I sound as if i'm a big fan of k-pop. Well, actually, if you realized, im just a big fan of BEAST and a small fan of Ftisland. That's all ^^

Throughout the days being BEAST's fan, i set up a Junhyung-fan tumblr. http://ilovey-junhyung.tumblr.com/. I think nobody knows right? Except some friends i guess. The tumblr was quite successful.. As in, having lots of pictures. Wow, i think if i print out all the pictures, i can make a full photo book of Junhyung already. And yes, I'm a super big fan of Junhyung. ^^ And most of the details i know of BEAST, mainly came of tumblr, twitter and Allkpop (J.I.C : It's a mainly Kpop website).

My first picture of Junhyung go all the way back to last year november i guess.

Then the first one i follow on tumblr was : http://junhyung.tumblr.com/.

The first song i heard about BEAST was Bad girl. Later and later in november 01, i totally fell for BEAST's Yongjunhyung. Hehehehehehehe. :/ That's what i became of. Totally idiotly a fan girl. But, whatever. Okay, actually it's just a short one.

You must be thinking, why did i fell for Junhyung anyway. Well, it's just a reason. I like idols who can rap and dance in the first place. And Junhyung can do both. He has got a nickname, Poppin' dragon. I like him being cute. :3

I will continue this post another time. Byebye ^^

P/s : OH! It's my official 100th post! Ohyeah :) Also two weeks more till my birthday. NC16 movies, here i come in two weeks. ♥

Well. I can don't celebrate my birthday with my family. Just let me get out on my birthday then. Since (SHE) said, even your sister didn't have birthday celebrations. WELL. THAT'S BECAUSE SHE COULD GO OUT ON HER BIRTHDAY ITSELF. Let me do the same then. Somemore, i didn't force them to celebrate birthday with me what. I did tell my dad, it's okay, you don't have to celebrate my birthday for me, just let me go out then. He said, no. Then i said, why no? (HIS) birthday you asked his mom to let him go out, and now, when it's my turn, you have to say yes! Then he say, it's different, he's not my son, you're my daughter. And i'm like thinking, BECAUSE IM YOUR DAUGHTER, you should let me go out and celebrate my birthday instead of him isn't that so? -.- Adults.. -.-

#98

2011-05-16T19:03:00.003+08:00

'You ready for this?' - JokerJun

I don't know what i should do now other than posting on blogger. Well, i just can't believe that im posting on blogger. I will update next time more about days when i was away for exams :)

Currently, im waiting for a couple of things. Beast's comeback. Beast's full album. And my show to buffer.

I hope i didn't miss out much in this few weeks? ^^

Still getting affected by what that person is saying, but i think i handled it quite well after all. I didn't let any emotions get out of me. Anyway, might be going for a big show at Clarissa's house on 18may. Life's getting harder once i get my mid year results. Damn, im nervous.

Day 16 - A song that has made you cry.

Didn't made me cry, but i was touched. Hehehehehe. :D

Day 11 - Your views on religion.
Well. I wouldn't say i feel nothing about other religions, after all all religions are different. So, after much thinking, i would say that, all religions are different, it's not up to me to comment about anything. :)

#97

2011-04-25T22:50:00.004+08:00

I realized, i haven't been updating about my life and now, im really going on a MIA trip thanks to the freakin' exams that are coming up.

Life is really funny, isn't that so?

I've met somebody in my life that makes me give a serious thought about life. I'm not gonna mention who, but that person is really special. That person doesn't who he/she is, but perhaps, one day he/she will realize. Well, he/she is an idiot if he/she don't, because it's damn freakin' obvious. My mood is totally easily affected by what that person say, and it totally screw my feelings up and down.

I've been making plans about my study. It's kinda late to do that, cause exams are just a week plus away? I'm quite nervous, and pretty scared that I won't be able to do well. Yes, I know, my attitude my actions are showing other. I often said, actions proved louder than words. Well. Somethings aren't easy are they?

Day 15 : A song you love singing along to.

This this this! I sing along to Junhyung's raps. HAHAHA :D

Day 10 : Write about your earliest childhood memory.
Haha. Like common babies. Lol. I think so. Playful. Mischievous. Pissing my parents off. Wetting my diapers. Crying in late nights. Pulling my mum along with me to sleep in case of nightmares. Afraid to stay alone at night. Well, that's me when im young. :D

#96

2011-04-23T00:22:00.003+08:00

Heyyo ! Ever miss me ? I was supposed to update ytd , but i forgot . But the date stays the same ! Kaykay . Im going to watch my vampire dairies season two and fairy tail after this post . And updating a little of tumblr . Bye ^^

Day 14 : A song that reminds you of your boyf or girlf.
I no boyf eh . But i got my biased . Just for you .

Day 9 : The best thing you ever done.
Hehe . The best thing ? Spotting Junhyung it will be . ^^ Im a genius !

& also setting up a tumblr full of Junhyung's pictures . Well .. I did it out of fun , out of bore and now , im totally into it . The no. of followers , it's not kidding manszxc.

#95

2011-04-19T23:56:00.003+08:00

Yes . I learnt something today . It's a very precious experience .

'You ignore my texts . I ignore your existence .' Well , it's just payback . You caused this , don't forget about it . I told you before . I shouldn't rely too much on you , and look , this is what happen after you told me , i can place my trust in you . Hello ? Are you sure about that ? Seriously ? o.o

Today Mr.Leung had a little talk about love relationships . I do agree that , it's still young for us , and time is not ripe yet . Life's short but definitely enough time to meet the right guy . He said we shouldn't rush into things , and the right one will definitely come along . Im not sure why im saying this . Perhaps because im thinkin about it , that's why ? I have no idea .

A very good news for this week is .. there is no Chinese remedial and i can reach home early everyday . And also, this week, friday, it's GOOD FRIDAY . It's a public holiday you see . Which also means , I don't have to see people that i don't wanna see .

A happy ending ... Too much for me to handle .

Day 13 : A song that reminds you of a former friend .
A former friend you say . Well . Then , it will be .....

It's too late to apologize.

Day 8 : A list of your favourite bands. (Not according to most like to least like. Nono)

Shall sleep now. Goodnightsszxc.

#94

2011-04-18T21:23:00.004+08:00

I miss you.

Okay . Im a good girl , so im here to share my feelings . Nah. Just a short post since im just very the bored !

Kay . So now.. Im currently sending songs to my phone & waiting for the clock to strick 10pm cause there's seriously no show to watch already .

I like you . But you assume that i like you~~r friend~~ . Isn't it irony ? It took me months to admit that . Didn't you know ? Can't you see ? Can't you even feel ? Just open your freakin' small eyes , open your heart , look and feel . Im sure you can feel something .

Day 12 : The last song you heard.
That will be Stranger - Secondhand Serenade. It's the best song to listen when you're emo you see. :D

This song is a freakin' awesome song i swear.

~~Day 6 : Write about your pet peeve~~ . I think i'll just skip day 6 and go straight to day 7 .

Day 7 : What you notice first when you meet someone new .
I try to look at their eyes i guessed . Sometimes . You can pretend this and that , but actually your eyes are telling the truth . So i think when i meet someone new , i will check out their eyes first . :)

#93

2011-04-16T11:41:00.003+08:00

So yesterday was speechday. The performance was great. If i wasn't biased. If i was.... Everything im gonna write is definitely going to piss some people.

Starting was the UG parade. Mr peh said we did well, but i wasn't sure about that, because i didn't see how we perform. Later follow by the hall's performance. Mr. Ee Chye Heng, our former principal, was the Guest of Honor. I was pissed after our performance know why? Mr peh said we are not allowed to watch the hall's performance because they were given strict instructions. I completely go -.- But lucky, I still managed to watch it. And did it kinda let me down? Ya. A little. But overall, it was pretty good. After speech day, home sweet home ~

Woke up early in the morning today. Went over to meet Ken to exercise. The time at gym was -.- I sucks at exercising, well, that explains why im so fat~ I swear im going to slim down! Hmmph. Leaving home for tuition soon.

Annyeong ~

Junhyung said he screwed up the song. But i think he did pretty awesome. Junhyung, don't worry. You're perfect! ♡

Day 11 : A song on the soundtrack of your favourite movie.

Not really my favourite movie. But, this is the only song i can think of. Haha.

Day 5 : Tell a story about your day using gifs.
I went to a gym today. Because it was first time, and i kept doing this.

*Hmmmmmm...*

And while jogging i think of Junhyung, and my mind go like this!

*GAHHH :D*

Well, that's what happen when you think of your bias, isn't that so?

*nodnod*

I login twitter, and i saw this...........

And then.. my mood became like this..

*sadddddddddddddddddd*

Then i went in tumblr...... and i saw this..

Ideal Guy: 용준형 Version
Someone with a great smile:

To be continued......
http://ilovey-junhyung.tumblr.com/post/4655409234.

And i became like this again.

*dancing with joy*

But with the thought that he's too far away from me!!

*headache*

So that's the story for today's letter. :D

#92

2011-04-10T21:54:00.003+08:00

BEST PLACE TO VENT ANGER. HERE I COME.

Seriously. I don't know wth is wrong with today. So freakin' unlucky. First, the bed thingy spoil, my fault ar? Who's the one that make spoil of that bed one? Not me right? I wasn't even the one sleeping on it, then they all keep, 'maggie, why not you sleep on top?' I kept quiet. They say again 'You sleep on top then no need so troublesome what.' IM LIKE WTF? Am i the one that cause it in the first place? They don't even freakin' think of how i feel lar. Why not ask her to sleep on the floor instead? Then next, i saw clarissa's book. BENT! Im seriously WTF ALREADY. I left it on my bed, in good condition. ONLY TO FIND OUT LATER THAT IT WAS BENT. YOU KNOW SERIOUSLY. I WANT TO SHOUT FUCK MANSZXC! WHO THE HELL BENT IT? IT WASN'T EVEN MINE AND NOW, IT'S BENT. WHAT'S WORST IS, I AM NOT THE ONE WHO BENT IT! SERIOUSLY ASS TODAY.

I shouldn't leave the book on the bed seriously. & now, it's all RUINED. And whose fault is it? I asked them, who bend the book? IT WASN'T MINE. And you know what's the answer i got? I don't know. AND THEY WERE THE ONE MESSING ON MY BED. AND DAMN IT. ALL SAY NEVER. THEN GHOST DID IT AR?

SHIT. IM REALLY PISSEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD.

Time to go off. Sorry blogger for venting my anger on you :(

Junhyung always make me feel better. I ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ him !

#91

2011-04-08T18:32:00.003+08:00

Like i have mentioned in the previous post, i went for camp which is 3D2N. It was really torturing. People who went there will know, i don't have to elaborate further. I have fun and I'm really happy even though im kinda pissed at some people throughout the camp. That black ass, is the one i hate the most now in Np. But who cares? I'm passing out soon, and i don't have to care about my cca anymore. But the problem is will i be able to get used to times without Np? Well.. I doubt so. 'Don't think your eyes big, stare at me = i scared of you. I'm able to stare back, & that's my attitude towards you. Don't push me further. Asshole.'

Day 10 : A favourite song by your band.

♥

Day 4 : The best vacation you ever gone on/your dream vacation.
The best place i have enjoyed most, would be @ genting. Though it was near, though it was common, but i had fun over there. I took lots of pictures. I played with many games and so. I saw many many many many hawt guys. LOL. JUST JOKING. The hottest guy in the world : YONGJUNHYUNG! :D

My dream vacation would be going to Jap/Taiwan/Korea with my family or perhaps friends too? But currently, Jap is facing the worst of times. Well, hope it recover back soon! Hang on~ For Taiwan and Korea, hehe, please do wait for me!

A quiz below. Bold what you've done.
graduated high school.
smoked a cigarette.
kissed someone.(apart from family)
gotten so drunk you passed out.
ridden every ride at an amusement park.
collected something really stupid.
gone to a rock concert.
helped someone.
gone fishing.
watched four movies in one night.

gone long periods of time with out sleep.
lied to someone.
snorted cocaine.
failed a class.
dealt drugs.
been in a car accident.
been in a tornado.
done hard drugs.
watched someone die.
been to a funeral.
burned yourself.(not on purpose)
run a marathon.
cried yourself to sleep.
spent over $200 in one day.
flown on a plane.
cheated on someone.
been cheated on.
written a 10 page letter.
gone skiing.
been sailing.
cut yourself.
had a best friend.
lost someone you loved.
shoplifted something.
been to jail.
dangerously close to being in jail.
had detention.
skipped school.
got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
stolen books from the library.
gone to a different country.
dropped out of school.
been in a mental hospital.
watched the “harry potter” movies.
had an online diary.
fired a gun.
gambled in a casino.
had a yard sale.
had a lemonade stand.
actually made money at the lemonade stand.
been in a school play.
been fired from a job.
taken a lie detector test.
swam with dolphins.
gone to sea world.
voted for someone on a reality tv show.
written poetry.
read more than 20 books a year.
gone to europe.
loved someone you shouldn’t have.
used a coloring book over age 12.
had surgery.
had stitches.
taken a taxi.
seen the washington monument.
had more than 5 im’s/online conversations going at once.
overdosed.
had a drug or alcohol problem.
been in a fist fight.
suffered any form of abuse.
had a hamster.
pet a wild animal.
used a credit card.
gone surfing in california.
done “spirit day” at school.
dyed your hair.
gotten a tattoo.
had something pierced.
gotten straight a’s.
been on the honor roll.
known someone with hiv or aids.
taken pictures with a webcam.
started a fire.
gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone

#90

2011-04-01T00:46:00.005+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL People!

Okay. Im having camp tomorrow all the way till Sunday. Which also means that, I won't be able to online. What a sad thing! Kay whatever. Let's just hope that everything runs out smoothly later on. But i bet, i won't be able to have good night sleep at all. :( Please be alright later on.

School has been alrights recently. Been able to sit with yeeteng they all.

It's alright, if you betray me. Do you seriously think I will say that? Fat chance, fat hope. Go and die. I hate you to the maximum. What makes you think that I'm such a good person that I can tolerate such betrayers okay.

Also, last but not least, miss me okay ^^

Day 9 : A song that makes you hopeful.

It will be Ft island - I hope. :) It's a sad song, but with a fast rhythm. That's what I like about that song. And.. partially because the cute hongki's over there. Don't you think hongki's very cute? Well. I do. :D

Day 3 : Your favourite thing to do during weekends.
Of course it will be sleeping! I wish I could sleep all the day long during weekends. But i have to get up early, and go tuition and blahblahblah. But sadly, that's life too :'(

#89

2011-03-29T23:47:00.003+08:00

Day 8 : A song that reminds you of your first love.
I would say.. there isn't any.

Day 2 : The best teacher you ever had.
They would be.. Ms sim, my primary school teacher and Mdm chang. They were both like my mothers. They are caring towards students. :p I know you're jealous. Please don't. Hahahhaah. I miss both of them!

Life in school was terrible. Keep seeing people i don't want to. Life outside school, was nothing better. All the craps just keep coming out.

Bye.

Screw pimples :@

#88

2011-03-27T21:23:00.005+08:00

I will just post one more post okay. Im really super bored now. Tumblr is working, but im watching show. Hence, im not going to online tumblr first. Perhaps tomorrow?

Today.. I managed to finish some homework. & Im having camp from 1st april to 3rd april. So i won't be online during that moment of time okay. :)

Same old things always happen don't they? I asked for a stop of that history repeat. But somehow i just got it repeating and repeating again. And it's totally ohmygodszxc.

On tuesday, im leaving for Tp. And im having CCA on that day. So... perhaps i will go for np after i reached school. HAHA.

I think i just take my blood pressure~ It was 119 i think. Hahahahahahaaha. My bro said mine was normal. But my heartbeat very fast. Then im like, because it was my first time trying that, im very excited! :D Hehehe. True lar. Im very excited.

Maybe i should just stop dreaming.

#87

2011-03-27T18:32:00.004+08:00

Kinda lazy to do the songs letters already. So im doing both letters that i came upon on tumblr.

Day 7 : A song that reminds you of the past summer.
A song.. that reminds me of past summer....

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Day 1 : What you like people to call you.
Apparently, there's none. Just call me by my name, and it will be just fine. :D

#86

2011-03-25T23:33:00.003+08:00

K. Something regarding my introduction over there. F.y.i, im still single. Because nobody wants me. But. I don't care~ I realized i got quite a big amount of haters in school. Wow.... o.o

I wrote 'I want to forget some people in EVSS after I graduate. Completely.' on my facebook. Well. Some people refers to people who betrayed, lied to & backstabbed me. Yes. They are included. That's confirm one. I won't forget my cliques in secondary school. I just want a new life after I graduated from East view. I want to get rid of bad memories in East View. I wouldn't say I wasn't happy at all being in East view. But, bad memories are more than happy memories.

Day 06 : A song that reminds you of your best friend.

Reminds me of Huijun. She's the 开心果. 我离不开她啊! No lar. I not les. Just that, she's always the one that has a very good temper. That's why talk to her, you can just tell her what you are thinking. And she can seriously just laugh together with you. Haha. :)

Reminds me of Samantha. She's the reason why i know this song. Haha.

Reminds me of Yeeteng & Clarissa. Our all time Ktv.

Reminds me of Chuhui. Same idol.

#85

2011-03-24T21:11:00.003+08:00

我相信你，你没错，是我的错。

Day 05 : A song that is often stuck in your head.

For now.. It would be

It's been stuck on my head since two days now. But whatever.

#84

2011-03-23T14:57:00.003+08:00

Currently, I'm struggling over to aim for Business OR Accounting & Finance OR Visual Communication in TP? I'm very much interested in maths I guess, that's why I chosen Business OR Accounting & Finance. But I'm more interested in Photography. I just wanna learn Photography a lot! That's why Visual Communication is one of my choices too. Such dilemma. Nownow. I think i should just.... see how it goes for now. Hahahaha!

Day 4 : A song that calms you down
Any songs can calm me down. Especially BEAST's song. Mainly because im a fan of them. I like to hear people rapping and see people dancing, so that's the main reason why I like Junhyung out of them 6.

My Personality:
I’m loud
I’m obnoxious
I’m sarcastic
I’m cocky
I cry easily
I have a bad temper
For the most part, I don’t like people
I’m easy to get along with
I have more enemies than friends
I’ve smoked
I’ve smoked weed
I drink coffee
I clean my room daily

My Appearance:
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times
I wear contacts (for eyesight)
I wear contacts (for colour not eyesight)
I wear contacts (for eyesight and colour)
I wear glasses
I have/had braces
I change my hair color often
I straighten my hair often
I have piercings
I have small feet

Relationships:
I’m in a relationship now
I’m single
I’m crushing
I’m in love
I’m always scared of being hurt
An ex has physically abused me, at least once
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
I’ve been in love more than two times
I believe in love at first sight

Friendships:
I have a best friend
I have at least ten friends
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
I can trust at least five people with my life

Experiences:
I’ve been on a plane
I’ve been on a train
Someone close to me has died
I’ve taken a taxi
I’ve taken a city bus
I’ve taken a school bus
I’ve gone bungee jumping
I’ve made a speech
I’ve won an award
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
I’ve been in a physical fight

Music:
I listen to R&B
I listen to country
I listen to pop
I listen to techno
I listen to rock
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
I hate the radio
I buy CDs

Television:
I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
I watch soap operas daily
I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
I’ve seen and liked The OC
I’ve seen and likedloved One Tree Hill
I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
I’ve seen and liked Popular
I’ve seen and liked 24
I’ve seen and liked CSI
I’ve seen and liked Everwood

Family Life:
I get along with both of my parents
I have at least one brother
I have at least one sister
I have at least one step brother/sister
I have at least one half brother/sister
I’ve been kicked out of my house
I’ve ran away from home
I’ve made my parents cry
I’ve lied to my parents
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
I don’t live with my parents
Parents are screwed up and gone

Hair:
I’ve been brown It's a totally waste of money since im still in sec school now. Plan to dye after O. Hehe.
I’ve cut my hair in the past year
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
I’ve been blonde
I’ve been red
I’ve been light brown
I’ve been medium brown
I’ve been blue/green
I’ve gotten my hair thinned
I use conditioner..sometimes?
I’ve used Silk Therapy
I’ve used hot oil treatments
I’ve curled my hair
I’ve straightened my hair (Hair straightener?)
I’ve ironed my hair
I’ve braided my hair

School:
I’ve yelled at a teacher
I’ve been suspended
I’ve had an in-school suspension
I’ve walked out of class
I’ve skipped an entire day of school
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
I’ve failed a test
I’ve cheated on a test
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
I’ve failed Art
I’ve failed PE
I’ve failed Math
I’ve failed Science
A teacher has called my parents

Im basically. Just another good girl. :D

#83

2011-03-22T23:05:00.003+08:00

Hehe. Just saw a news about Junhyung. And I'm so loving it. He's going to perform together with Wheesung on 24march for the song 'Words that freeze my heart'. It's a pretty nice song and. if you're an emotional person, you should listen to it. :) Not mainly because of Junhyung rapping.. The reason why i listen to that song, it's because of the song title. That title seriously attracts me. :)

Today was totally.. I couldn't say if i was happy or unhappy? It's actually quite normal that you dislike/hate your seniors, or whatever. But it's quite disappointing to hear it especially when you're trying your hard to be better to your juniors and they are giving you limits. But whatever. Im going to pass out soon on 15April. There are days that totally pissed me off, fun memories with my squadmates and so on. It's not easy handling the unit, you will know if you take over.

And, actually I had a lot of Feelings and Thoughts today. But, i think i would rather keep it in my heart then share it on blogger. :) It shall be a secret then.

Day 3 : A song that reminds you of one/both of your parents.

Well. Actually, the song '听妈妈的话' does remind me a little about my mum, mainly because of 妈妈 bar. I don't know but, it was sang by Jay Chou. It was an old song, but, that's the only song that reminds me a little bout my parents. Hahahaha ~.

#82

2011-03-19T21:44:00.004+08:00

Been updating alot. Because i've always been online during this holiday. Tons of homework, and i only completed one or two? Gosh, kill mee noww. Kaykay. After so long, im watching 'We got married'. My cousin told me that it was nice. And ya, I was laughing and laughing. Hahahaha. Kaykay, gonna continue it now. Byebye ~

Day 2 : A song that reminds you of your recent ex-boyfriend/girlfriend.

He wasn't my boyf. He's sort of like a crush, but he likes me too. Well, that is like happened during Aug 2010. I don't wanna elaborate on this, because it brings back bad memories. Because, everything have changed, and it's no longer the same.

I will meet better person in future. And i swear, this person, i'm going to love die him! Meet de dao, then say okay! Which girl doesn't want a long lasting relationship? Of course we can meet one now, at this age. But, now? Seriously? I don't think i can.

#81

2011-03-19T01:24:00.003+08:00

This is a new blogskin. (:

Im going to do this.

Came upon this while tumblr-ing. So i thought i shall do this. Hehe.

Day 1 : A song from your childhood.
A song from childhood? It will be one little two little three little indian. four little five little six little indian. seven little eight little nine little indian. ten little indian boys. Haha. That's the one that i remembered from my childhood. I don't really know how to do these letters. But.. Well. I really don't know. I will try to write as many as i could okay. (:

I thought that might as well, i do this too. I found this at one of my friends' blog, which i didn't link her up. So yup, here it goes.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Yes. Just kidding. I just need him to love me. And average looking would be good, since im not a pretty girl either. (:

2. Smart?
Smart enough to know what im thinking. (:

3. Preferred age?
Older than me, please. But not too old~ Just 2 or 3 years apart?

4. Preferred height?
Taller than me would be great. (:

5. How about sense of humor?
As long as he could cheer me up with his sense of humor.

6. How about piercings?
Well. If possible, as little as it could be.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Of course!

8. Pink hair?
No thanks.

9. Mushy or no?
Average~

10. Thin or fat?
Average~

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
No black and white okay. Abit tanned i guess.

12. Long hair or short hair?
Short.

13. Plastic or metal?
.... Idk.

14. Smells good?
Ofcourse~

15. Smoker?
Smoker? Dun smoke infront of me can lur~ I don't really like the smell.

16. Drinker?
Dun pull me to drink. Haha.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Hmm.. Depends~

18. Muscular?
Not too muscular please. It will be exaggerating!

19. Plays piano?
Anything.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Anything.

21. Plays violin?
Anything.

22. Sings very good?
Anything.

23. Vain?
o.o Depends.

24. With glasses?
Anything.

25. With braces?
No thanks.

26. Shy type?
Shy boys are cute, but don't be more shy than me!

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Good boy.

28. Active or passive?
Active.

29. Tight or bomb?
o.o what you mean.

30. Singer or dancer?
Fine with me.

31. Stunner?
....

32. Hiphop?
Actually i like guys that dance hiphop. :)

33. Earrings?
Anything.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
Sounds flirty. Nope.

35. Dimples?
Dimples ^.^ Anything! But with dimples would be besttt!

36. Bookworm?
Err.... A bit can already.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
Fine with me (:

38. Playful?
Limits. :p

39. Flirt?
No thanks.

40. Poem writer?
Fine with me.

41. Serious?
5050.

42. Campus crush?
Also can.

43. Painter?
Fine with me.

44. Religious
o.o Hmm..

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Don't tease girls, i will get jealous. :/

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Nonoono.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
Wow.. I bet such a person rarely exist?

48. Loyal or faithful?
Loyal to me, Faithful to me. What's the difference actually?

49. Good kisser
Hmmmmm.. I dk. Haha.

50. Loves children??
I do love children. :)

Till here. Goodbye.

#80

2011-03-16T21:36:00.005+08:00

( 너무 보고 싶어. )

Currently, im trying to learn Korean. Somehow. I will make time for it. Perhaps every wednesday? Well, the '너무 보고 싶어' means, I miss you so much. I think so?

Recently. Holiday doesn't seems like holiday. Oh. Im still learning to type in korean. Well. Im proud of this. This is the first thing i learn. '사랑해 용준헝'. That means, I love you, YongJunhyung. Hehe.

Anyway. Till here. Byebyee ^^

#79

2011-03-15T16:52:00.004+08:00

Hey im back. In a rather bad mood. Shall offline after i update this. I saw a certain people's blog. Seriously, when will you stop copying me? Same hairstyle, nevermind. I put quotes on facebook and blog, you do the same. I put pictures on blog, you do the same. I put facebook profile thing, you do the same. I change, you do the same. I put my birthday as 1995.05.31, you do the same. I put networks thing, you also put. Not i want find fault with you lor. You copy till so mingxian. Please have some originality can not. Freakin' pissed off you know. What's going to be same next? Please lar, no matter how you copy, you will always be just you, and I will always be myself. Walan eh, you always pissed me off with everything you do. My blog the font, you also want copy. Holy shit lar.

Whatever. I shouldn't be angry with such copycats around me. And seriously, a few months ago, she's still my clique. God. -.- Im really looking down on my standards of finding friends. -.-

Each of my friend is changing. What's next? Me changing too? I've changed enough and I've tolerated enough.

#78

2011-03-13T20:09:00.005+08:00

A song to share, again for today.

I cut my hair, ya, it turn into bangs, but.. im making it to side already. And i look freakin' awful now. My hair so short, fringe so short. Shit, no shelter for myself when the sky's too bright. Holy shit! But whatever. I did badly for my CA's'. Expected. And im going to strive hard for SA. Who's doing it with me?

It's Oral tomorrow. And i'm not mentally and physically prepared. But whatever. I hope i pass the oral. I hope the oral pulls my mark up instead of down. So, people who's taking oral tomorrow, good luck! :) Well of course, good luck for me too.

I bought Vampire Dairies book together with Clarissa recently. She bought two volumes and i bought one. I finished both volumes that she lent me, and now, i'm continuing with mine. So far so good, the book is totally awesome, more awesome than the one that's acting by actors. But, the one on show, it was awesome too. I'm very obsessed with it. :)

CR : http://mountmyfuji.tumblr.com/post/3794264646

I online and so, i want to pray for Japan too. Look at what's happening now in Japan. And, my mum just told me that, the broadcast said that on 21st of may, there's gonna be eclipse again, and they said that something bad might happen to Singapore too. Everyone please be safe.. Especially people whom i loved. My big family, which includes relative; Junhyung, Yoseob, Dujun, Dongwoon, Gikwang, Hyunseung, together makes up BEAST; My friends; Everyone in the world; :)

#77

2011-03-08T22:48:00.005+08:00

Haha. Here here for me. Im back online. I hope somebody is waiting for me to update. But, im going to set my blog private real soon. Since im not updating it daily. No point making it public. Haha.

This is how i look now. Fatter. Uglier. Whatever ~ Recommend ' I am Number 4 '. It's a totally nice movie. I like it. Rate it , 4.5/5 !

Got a video to introduce. Ohmygodszxc. THAT'S WHAT I NORMALLY DO WHEN TALKING TO SOMEONE. Gosh.

Doesn't this apply to you when you talk to a certain special someone? :)

#76

2011-02-26T00:02:00.003+08:00

Shall update my dear blog since im going out tomorrow with clarissa and yeeteng.

I'm gonna buy a new school bag since my bag's spoiled. Seriously, spoiled. So, I'm gonna buy a new one and clarissa is buying with me, since hers is spoiled too.

Yup, and I'm gonna catch this movie too, since many people said that it was a nice movie. At where? Secret. :D

But I swear, I think I'm going to have much fun later on. Miss me people. Wow.. How i miss junhyung! Hard to get through lar. Just joking!

I bet people miss me talking about him too. But what should I talk about him? They had their concert held on 19feb or 20feb i think. Wow. I wasn't there, but JUNHYUNG YOU DID A GREAT JOB I BET. Lots of fans who went there think they did a great job. HEHE. :D

I miss Junhyung so badly. And him too. ♥

P/s : I made a new twitter account, it will be super emo and talks about the real thing that im thinking, but, i will only update when im online. And. It will be private. Which means, I won't let people follow that account either. ♥

#75

2011-02-20T20:07:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

Tomorrow's my daddy's birthday. That's why I am here to wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE cause I don't think i will be online-ing tomorrow. In fact, don't think I will online for long period of time.

Here to introduce a song. In fact, i think this is freakin' cool i swear.

Shall be gone now. Bye peopppleee.

#74

2011-02-14T21:29:00.003+08:00

Shall try to sleep awfully early since tomorrow there's Total Defence Parade. See. Like a good girl only. Ya, I sure can sleep early one. Fucking pissed off now. _l_

My couzie pretty right? I know. But too bad for you, she's attached, blissfully.

Short update. Actually, wanted to do a long update. Fuck people who spoiled my mood just now!!

But, I'll still talk about sunday. Sunday, BEST DAY EVER.
I went homevisiting for 3 houses. Clarissa > Huijun > Yeeteng > My house. Hehe. Have super lots of fun. Didn't take any pictures. But, i swear, it's the BEST CNY ever. :)

That's all. Byee.

#73

2011-02-09T23:44:00.003+08:00

I think i do. But it's probably a bit late to realize that already.

School's so-so today. Better than yesterday? Definitely. Cause there's a lot of hilarious part. After school, it's Literature remedial straight. Then after the remedial, there's maths and amaths extra lesson. Wow. Please. I didn't have a rest time in between. K. I'm gonna turn in now. Nights people. Have a nice day.

Two funny videos to share. They are my entertainments for the weekends!

Gikwang, I pity you alrights! :(

HAHAHAHAHA. This got me laughing for quite long!

#72

2011-02-06T01:00:00.005+08:00

"If you really have to leave, just leave. But please, do not return."

Hello ^^
Can you imagine how bored I was now!! -.- That's why, I am here. So.. Did people have fun in these 3 short days of Chinese New Year?

Overall, for me, this year's Chinese New Year is very very boring... On monday, I'm going back to school already. I did took a lot of pictures for these short 2 days. For Sunday, it just reached sunday by the way.. -.- P/s : A lot of zilians photos. Don't mind me kay!

Ohyeah. I totally forgot about the pictures taken when I enjoyed my christmas at GENTING! So yeah, go to this link & you can see : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?fbid=1583386859829&id=1090452982&aid=2074364

First & Second day of CNY :

You can see that on second day, I rarely took pictures. But actually got a lot. Yaya, I don't like the effect, then I delete all. HAHA.

Third day of CNY :

Super pissed off now. Shall listen to songs while I fall alseep slowly, also, shall miss my dear while sleeping! :)

Later in the evening, I'm going to watch 新少林寺.

Let's hope that it's worth watching! :)

P/s : My dear is .. JH lar! Obviously right. I said, I'm single. :D

#71

2011-02-04T02:16:00.004+08:00

Hello ^^

Of course I have taken more pictures than what you think. I took tons of it. But, first thing first. I couldn't sleep now. :( That's why I posting this again! :( Save me? :( Kaykay. I'm going to try to sleep on my dear bed now. Miss me till I update again. Perhaps tomorrow. Hehe. I will update with pictures I swear, once Chinese new year is over. And after that last post, I will be good to really study already okay.

Times pass. 3 years have past. I've been in Eastview for 3 years plus. I can't believe it. It seems just like yesterday, when I met new friends, when I'm just SEC 1. Many things did happen in East view. But who cares? I'm graduating! Wait a minute, O levels haven over, HAVEN EVEN STARTED, and I'm thinking of graduation already. But time pass really fast. Trust me. :)

Both of them are really cute ~

Who am I in position to say you a jerk when I'm facing the same situation. But, i think you're more worse than me. Yo're attached, idiot. I'm single. :) But still, what you did, do you think you're right?

#70

2011-02-03T00:48:00.003+08:00

Together with my darling, I shall post this blog again.

新年快乐！♥

Grr. I don't like to sleep early when it's 除夕. So i decided to stay up till I wanna sleep. Hehe. I love my parents so much that I believe the rumour that says, if you stay up longer on 除夕, your parents will live longer! So. My dear parents, please live longer. Haha. What crap am I talking about. Of course they will live long. Haha.

Yes of course. I'm gonna take lots and lots of pictures with all my couzie and siblings. Hahaha. Like a zilian only right, I know. But. IT'S MEMORIES PURPOSE.

I love updating my twitter. LOL RANDOM. But, I'm gonna log out of blogger already. People please have fun these few days. I will, too. ♥

I know you won't see this. But. ♥, happy chinese new year. Perhaps you care about this, perhaps you don't. I don't know. But, no matter what, I hope 2010 is a happy year for you. Especially the times we are together, playing together i mean. 2011 will be happier, even if im not there. ♥

#69

2011-02-02T16:15:00.003+08:00

Hellohello.

Advance : 新年快乐啊！兔年来了哦！希望大家过个好年，心想事成。 :)

Kaykay. I've been very into chinese characters recently. Please forgive me. I don't know when I will post with chinese characters. o.o

Went to school as usual today. But, the only different is, I don't have to study! Went to school for chinese new year celebration. Did I have fun? Well. It's kinda boring you see.

Why do such things always end with a complicated goodbye, when I remembered, it started from a simple hello? -.-

红包红包，快点到我怀里！多一天！JUST ONE MORE DAY!

#68

2011-02-01T19:00:00.003+08:00

你不知道, 不代表没有. 我, 不是对你没感觉. 反而是, 太有感觉了. 所以, 必须离你远远的, 对你对我, 都好.

Hello. 大家好. Did everyone realize that 新年 is already around the corner? It's just two days away. But.. Tomorrow is 除夕. Guess what? Today im having tuition. Shag siah, tomorrow got school. But just Chinese new year celebration. Will be release early. Ohyeahohyeah! ♥

红包红包, 到我怀里来吧! ♥♥♥
Everyone do have fun during those days. :D I will have fun collecting my 红包. ♥

#67

2011-01-30T18:30:00.004+08:00

I should add more songs to my blog. I only listened awhile, & the song is over :(

Chinese new year is around the corner! Who's excited? I am. :). Can anyone realized how bored I am right now? That's why I came here to post. Went in twitter, and I saw Junhyung seem to be replying tweets to some fans. Aww. Im jealous! But whatever! I read my diary. Wow. I never knew i can be that crazy. I keep scolding and scolding and scolding people that bully me. :) YA! People who bully me, you know your names can be found inside. But sad to say, i threw away the whole diary. It's the past anyway. :)

Okayokay. I shall watch my anime already. Nothing dun come disturb me! :)

How i missed you.. You never knew. You never guessed. And that's you, who i missed.

Bye.

#66 : Thanks dear.

2011-01-28T23:33:00.004+08:00

My dear Junhyung.. He's sickkkkkk ! :( Hope he's feeling better now. Aww. Im so worried about him. :( Kay lar. Enough of being worried about him. He won't know anyway! :( Please stay strrrooonnngggg.

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My real intention of this blog post is.. I only wanted to say this..

'Happy 11 months, baby. Thanks for staying strong everytime I dropped you on the floor. I swear, it was accidental. When I see you drop, my heart breaks a little too. You know that you're expensive, and you're always important to me. Perhaps in 1 year 1 month time, I will change you to another. But believe me, you will always be on my mind. I won't forget how strong you are, just for me. I will always loveee youuu.'

Kay. I guessed you know what Im talking about already. If no, then too badd! :)

#65

2011-01-28T23:13:00.003+08:00

Wordy post ar. Cause there will be a second post. Mainly for my dear. :)

Wednesday, January 26, 2011
School is as per normal. How should i put it? We're off early @ 1.15. Went to buy some things @ Tmall together with Clarissa, Huijuin and Yeeteng then they went to buy bubble tea from KOI. They bought the same drinks with different level of sugar. Yeeteng's of 100%. Huijun's of 70% & Clarissa's of 50%. I think Huijun's one is nicest among theirs. But whatever. Took bus and went to 800plus together with Yeeteng for lunch. She came my house to retrieve her bag and she went home. Blahblahblah all the way till nighttime. And it's time for BED. :)

Thursday, January 27, 2011
School is still as usual. I got really painful feeling the whole day for my tummy. I dk what the hell is wrong with it, seriously. ._. The whole day was torturing. I kept having the feeling to go to sleep. Damn it. I really wanna sleep. It's a nice weather for sleeping. I wore the new uniform for Eastview. Damn, let me tell you. I was really looking like a weirdo. But, anw, that's not the main point. The main point is, the reason for this post.

I actually didn't intend to talk about today at all. -.- But i'm still here talking about it. I'm trying to do finish my maths homework. So.. while doing it, the dinner's done. They keep asking me to eat my dinner first. Then I'm like, I'm doing my homework, it's going to be completed, ._. , but i went out anw. Before dinner, I ate egg tarts so i'm already 50% full. The rice there, seems to be too little for my brother. So I left quite a 'little' for him, not a mountain lar! But, they ask me to take more. Tmd. My brother is eating lesser and lesser, and yet, i'm the one eating more and more. Then when I get fatter, they say, why you so fat? I'm like ~.~ damn, you asked me to eat more and more, then expect me to lose weight meh? In your dreams lar! Fkin' pissed. :(

Friday, January 28, 2011
Schooled as per normal ~ Had cca trainings, tired ttm. After that, was something like PTC. Damn it. You think you skinny so what? You think you tall so what? True lar, you skinny you tall, your problem lar. What makes you think you can say people till like that? She fat? None of your business right. Before you say others, look at your own friends. Other people can joke around with it, doesn't mean she can. Asshole only. Don't know how to use your brain and think isit? Tmd, you going 16 already leh. Dun act like a plain dumb retarded. -.- Then people unhappy already, don't know how to say sorry. Who do you think you are?

Whatever. Enough mentioning of it already. Throughout the whole PTC, im basically tearing. Why? Im totally yawning! Anyway, after PTC, went over to opposite. Waited for clarissa, and home sweet home. Something freakin' ridiculous happen in between the bus ride. Ohmygod. I can't believe such a person actually exist now!!! o.O Me and clarissa is totally SHOCKED. But whatever. I dun care.

I don't care if they will hate me when they see this post lar. I don't give a damn. Who's in the wrong? Why should i care? Side each other, i see who will have the last laugh then.

#64

2011-01-25T19:10:00.001+08:00

Yes I do know i look like a ghost over here. But whatever.

I try to update my blog more often okay. I mean, every day. School was quite okay today. Meng's back in action after being Mia for a week. And finally.. she's back to help me buy drinks. Just kidding okay.

Stayed back after school for a short meeting. I edited the board @ np for nicer views. I'm quite proud of it. Hahahah! Plzplzplz, don't erase! I have a hard time doing and thinking it. Busy schedule i guess. Home sweet home @ 5.30. I didn't eat my lunch the whole day! And im fkin' hungry. I wanna do homework, but I have no idea about what homework i have. So tomorrow = die.

I juz realized that I have a kinda same blogskin as before. I JUST REALIZED IT I SWEAR. But i think this blogskin is nicer. :D

That's it for today. Bye. :)

#63

2011-01-23T23:10:00.006+08:00

BEFORE I OFFLINE. GOODNIGHT LOVE.

I shall introduce this song to my readers. Enjoy.

#62

2011-01-22T21:21:00.004+08:00

ANW. WOKE UP EARLY @ 8. Went off to school, reached @ 9. Np meeting starts & end @ 12.30. Wah, they not tired one leh. I very tired you know. Came back from Camp and next day, got meeting already. But, okay lar. I understand why. :)

Went to find mum for lunch. Homed and did homework. See. I so guai.

See. He damn cute right! :) There's still one more cuter one! But if I copy it on blogger, it will be like damn long again. So ownself go seee! http://b-e-a-s-t.tumblr.com/post/2872749495/when-junhyung-catches-you.

I don't know why. But his pictures always make me smile. Haha. Whatever. Bye. ~~Time for bed~~. No lar. I where got so early sleep one. I still need do tuition homework.
Miss me! ♡

#61

2011-01-22T17:22:00.006+08:00

IMBACKFROMCAMP. (Did i even mention that I was going for camp?)
But anyway. Now i did.

I was back yesterday. Shall talk bout my 3D2N camp now.

DAY 1
Woke up and my dad sent me and chuhui to school. Big bags everything, tiring me all over. :( Long bus ride and we reached Tanjung Piai. First thing that happened there was, Lunch. And we started the wet activities.

I failed at the monkey bar, hmm, and the one log one.

Damn, I had a hard time, trying to let my face above the water! :/

Went off for dinner. After dinner, song session starts and then, BMT. At first they tricked us saying that, BMT = Basic Military Training. But it turns out to be, Blinded Man Trail. The moon caught my eye! It's big, round and very bright! Lots of unglam pictures was taken!! Supper & Debrief given by Trainer, shower and Lights off.

P/s : I forgot to mention my trainers' name. They are Trainer Hami and Trainer Zul. I'm in group 10, so my incharge is Trainer Hami.

Can you imagine how much I love there? The scenery over there was really nice and beautiful. Making me the urge to learn photography stronger and stronger!! :)

DAY 2
Woke up @ 6. Breakfast @ 7. We prepared a while for Campfire. Ideas from Chingwei. Went for trekking.

This is what I saw on the way to the destination. COWS! First time seeing this thing! :) I see cows, I see monkeys! I saw a very cute small monkey when we went back to campsite again.

My first picture with Mr.Leung. Lol. This was when I was called Mother of Mr.Leung. Damn chingwei. All his fault! Stupid old Rey Lee Ching Wei! But anw, whatever -.- I love this quote "Nature is a painting for us, day after day, pictures of infinite beauty if only we have eyes to see them." My thoughts for 'If only we have eyes to see them' : We overlooked the nature's beauty and took it for granted. True much?

Jetty jump is next. I can't believe I did it! :') *Tears of joy*. No lar, where got so exaggerating.
Back for lunch and off for Challenge village again. I didn't try tree climbing. We failed at the tyre thing there. Hard to balance for some people :x. So, we walk through the thing till next station. Blahblahblah all the way till Dinner. Before Dinner time ends, we meet up for a short while for campfire preparations. Done and, campfire starts. Well, i should really say, it's not really very high. Doesn't really bring up my mood. But, the moon caught my eye again, together with the stars. Shower, supper & night debrief again. Back to dorms and pack things. Lights off @ 1am.

DAY 3.
Woke up @ 6 again! :( Breakfast @ 7. Pack things again, and area cleaning. Final debrief by instructors. And that's it. Home sweet home. Really tired. I kept sleeping in the bus, no choice, I was really damn tired. When I'm back in S'pore, I muz really say, MALAYSIA IS WAY HOTTER THAN SINGAPORE. In SINGAPORE, no matter how long I stay under the sun, I won't get tanned as bad as I am IN MALAYSIA! :(

BEST CLASS BEST CLASS ........ 407! :)

So basically, I was saying that.. I was all tanned all over when I reached S'pore. :( Aww. How i miss my bed. Reached home, have a good bathe and off to my dreams already! :)

Long post hor? I still haven't talk about today hor. Kkay. I shall do it at another post alrights! :)

#60

2011-01-16T22:39:00.005+08:00

Annyeong my dear readers. I bet not much anw.

So here I am back blogging again. I bought two sets of chinese new years clothes. The shirts, I bought together with Clarissa on saturday. And the shorts, I bought them together with my family today. What I bought, I will take pictures with them when Chinese new year is here okay! Do have patience! :)

So. Today. I waited for one and half hours for them after they asked me to get ready to get out of my houseee. In the end, I was actually waiting for my mum to be back. So well waiting for them, I took lots of pictures of myself. Wahahhahaha! I post one of it each day I post. But whatever. I bought two long jeans indirectly from Levi's' and a shorts and (iforget). Home sweet home @ around 8? Idk. Forgot. Packed bags and blahblah.

Now I'm watching Performances from the Digi Live K-pop party. Why? Coz' there's BEAST inside. You can see performances thru this website 'http://www.hellokpop.com/2011/01/15/perfomances-photos-from-the-digi-live-k-pop-party/'. Not very good quality. But.. Better than nothing? :) Great job anw. I was still waiting for their Idol Maid Ep 10 to be out soon. -.- Still waiting faithfully. But, bad thing is, still not out yet. I mean, english sub. I don't understand Korean manszxc!

I can't wait for you people to be active once again.

2011-01-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

Seriously. Im shivering.. coz' I'm just plainly too cold. My heart's cold too. After every single thing that happened in 2011, it's cold.

It is Saturday now. So i will just say Friday as Yesterday.
So. Yesterday, there's this thing called CCA Fair. Everyone told us, we screwed it. I don't know how badly we've done, since I'm performing. It was, just standard drills. Different from what we planned together, I don't know why. But, whatever. True, I think we did badly too. I don't know how, I don't know why. Don't ask me. Only got dismissed by them after we are getting chased out by one teacher, i don't know how spell his surname. But, whatever. Two or three more months, passing out already. Here stress, there stress, everywhere also will stress. Wtf. I'm really tired of such shits. -.-

Have anyone realized I've been updating my blog for 3 days straight? Since it's midnight. :/
So many things to be covered. So many things hidden deep down in my heart. Who can I talk to? Sorry, I don't wanna share anything with my friends already. Not because I don't trust them. I trust them 100% one hor. Just that, I don't feel like sharing. Zzz. Fk it. I lost patience for every single thing.

Cannot visit granny, my fault. Ya, I admit. Time all clash together, how I go visit? I damn free, I definitely go visit one right. Not I wanna find excuse don't go also. I also very worried about her okay.

Every single time when I feel like crying, I will remember the scene whereby I cried in front of my dad. He will always say 'You better don't cry I tell you. Go wash your face!'. Ya, I remembered this just now after we performed for CCA Fair. Everytime you wanna cry just tell yourself this 'Don't cry~ Don't cry~'. It definitely works. :)

2011-01-13T22:18:00.003+08:00

I shall make a post with BEAST's pictures before I went offline. I only onlined for awhile. Thinking that maybe I could help out with yt, but sorry, i couldn't. Haha! :)

Anw, thanks chuhui for giving me two BEAST posters. I love it. :) School.ed as usual. Did i mention that my classroom is at the first floor? So whenever I have mt, poa or lit lessons, I have to climb all the way from first floor to fourth floor. You say, it's exercising, good for health. Freak! You go climb from first floor to fourth floor almost everyday lar! Who won't tired? But.. I know the reason why we're at first floor. I don't blame that person. But, to that person, plz rest well ok and recover soon! I wanna see a happy you again!

Ohyeah, anything else to say? I don't know. I love junhyung lar!

Hee. My first two bias in BEAST! Obviously, my first bias is Junhyung ♡ followed by Yoseob! I love the rest of the members equally! But only six of them add up = BEAST! :) Since when I was so into BEAST? Hmm, since First of November, 2010 ♡. The date i fall for Junhyung ♡. I mean, in a idolize way.

Shit. Cca fair tomorrow. I'm really worn out already. :'( Tomorrow over, and I'll do my best to REST and REVISE for olevels already. Which also means, can't use computer that often. Anw, computer is getting boring. Agreed? But, I still need a computer with internet, for projects and also, for my shows. :)

Shall turn in now. Bye.

2011-01-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

I don't know why I'm updating this blog now, seriously I don't know. Perhaps I need a place to vent anger bar.

Please try to fkin' understand my feelings when I have to see you everywhere I go. -.- It's like wtf? And I can see that expression in your eyes? Wtf? I don't need your pity lur hur. I'm happier with my life now. Don't try to ruin it. Thanks alot. :)

Fk. I was trying to finish my update for this blog. And my stupid lkk brother just shut the whole computer down! First, he accidentally off the fan. Then he off the charger. Don't even know whether he is gu yi one or what lor. Cb!

That's it. Bye.

2011-01-09T16:20:00.005+08:00

Tuesday :
School reopen. How was it? Not bad? I wore new shoes and it cost me to have blisters. Fk. Keep seeing people that I don't wanna see. What misfortune. :( But I did see some people that I wanna see. Hehehehehe :)

Wednesday :
Went to school as usual. Nothing unusual happen. Just hmm.. Spot check. Then, school starts. And yeahyeahyeah till 1.15 and home sweet home.

Thursday :
School early in the morning. :( Kill m.e.
Went over to Tp. The trip was soso. I got sweets from my couzin, he is kenneth. :)
Seriously I forgot what happen these days.

Friday :
Went over to Np(NgeeannPoly). The trip was so sucky. Like I said, I've to see people that I don't wanna see, how can I be happy? But, it was still not bad. Since I did also see someone I wanna see. :) :) :) :)

Saturday :
Hmm. Saturday I thought a lot. And. I think this is what I got.

Well. Whatever. I do hate you for lying to me, but I have to admit that I was happy when I'm with you, for those 4 days. I know someone better than you will come along. You won't be the one, not worth it. I hope you last long with her alrights. OHOH! I didn't say this coz I still like you. PLEASE DON'T THINK THAT WAY. CAUSE. Hehehhe :) :) Don't tell you people. IT'S A SECRET :). No lar, even myself also not sure, you think I'll say meh? :/

At home, I wrote a long piece of paper 'YongJunhyung.' Heheee. Too in love with him liao. :)

Sunday :
Hehe. Home rotting. Later out for movies with relatives. Bye ;)

2011-01-03T14:12:00.002+08:00

( She said, "you're crazy". He said, "only for you, my baby". )

Lol. I vented on my blog yesterday? Actually I intended to vent it at my private blog, but I realized I deleted my private blog and didn't want to retrieve it. :/

Yesterday went to celebrate granny's b'day. It's advanced. Before we went in the restaurant, everything is damn shag. Some unhappy moments that happened. :( But slowly, the mood is getting better. It's really fun to gather around like yesterday. Even with those things that happened, we had a fun time together gathering around. :) Almost everyone is there. Happy much? Yea. :)

But whatever. Who was I talking about yesterday? Does this person even exist? Whatever. o.O

Tired manszxc. I slept at around 5am, woke up at around 11am. 6 hours of sleep only and school is reopening tomorrow. I'm already used to sleeping in late and waking up late. Now, I have to get used to sleeping early, waking up early too. :( My mum told me I will banned from using comp (unless got project) for this entire year, just for the Olevels. She want me to do well in my O's. So yeah, I wanna to. So yeah, maybe I will listen to her.. Maybe.. :)

But I like the last sentence.. 'But all I want is another good year.'

I'm excited to see my friends tomorrow. Are you? :)

Bye :D

FMHFFFY.

2011-01-02T17:41:00.003+08:00

It's been a fkin' long time since I ever tried hating somebody as much as this. A girl was first. Now this person is the second one.

I'm gonna hate you for this, I swear. 2010 is indeed a fucked up year that I met such a person. You will understand why I hate him if you know what he did. I don't like him anymore, it's truth. But, not liking him anymore doesn't mean the memories are gone.

I hope you see this. The next time I see you, you'll just be a complete stranger that I don't know. 'Memories erasing in progress.'

BYE.
AND.
I HATE YOU.

2011-01-01T18:32:00.003+08:00

To my dedications for people, Please visit : http://thanksto-dedications.blogspot.com/

I like best of Junhyung's picture over there. :)

I edited myself. Cool yeah?

Translation Credits to : http://twitter.com/#!/B2STLYTWEETS

Hahaha. Look at what he said. "My people all know that I wish them only good things even tho' I don't say it right!!'" Of course we know. :)

YAYA. I know i'm not late. Today's the first of Jan. 3 more days to school reopen. Are you guys ready? :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

Love is really complicated, sometimes sweet, sometimes bitter.

2010-12-30T19:32:00.003+08:00

Back with an album of pictures that I took at Genting with the others. I really like the sky over there. So beautiful. Click on the picture to see those pictures taken.

I'm rewatching Boys over flowers. Still so sweet as ever. :)

Short update. Bye :)

2010-12-30T01:20:00.002+08:00

Since I was buffering my show and the videos that I have missed out in these four days WHICH IS A LOT, I thought maybe I should update a little.

Friday : Went over to patrick's house for movie. We caught 'Tron Legacy'.

Stayed over at patrick's house for the next day, CHRISTMAS!

Saturday :
" I wished you a merry christmas, I wished you a merry christmas, I wished you a merry christmas and a happy new year. "

Got my presents on that day. Home sweet home.

Sunday : Went to M'sia for Genting. Woke up early at 4.45. Rushed and rushed, we reached M'sia at 10. Mama keep vomiting throughout the journey. Reached Genting at around 12. Went lunch after we reached. Only got the cards at 3. Fkin' wait for 2 hours!! Went back hotel and slept. Woke at 6, dinner time at 7plus. Dinner was so-so. Then, walkwalk > arcade > walkwalk again > hotel room. Watched Butterfly.s, quite a nice show. Slept at 11.

Monday : Woke at 6.30. Damn, it's like a normal school day! Breakfast at 9, had omelette. Went outdoor theme park. There's this group of guys that we kept running into. We were playing one of the game that includes water. I dk what's the game name lar. They see us, they just say Hi to us, loud enough for us(me&michelle) to hear. Michelle told me that she heard them waving Bye to us, but I didn't. :/ Like a LOL only!!! But never see them alr after we came back from lunch. Met adults at 2 > Lunch around 2.30 > Outdoor theme park. Play only a game and we left. Walk around and bought some gifts for friends and family. Back to hotel room and rest > Dinner at 8 plus, it was a late dinner, hard time finding place to eat. Leg was numb throughout the whole dinner!! :/. Saw a guy in vampire dressing at 'Haunted Adventure'. He point at me, ask me go down when I was at the escalator . But I ignored him. :x Walk around, buy stuffs for myself and adults went back to hotel first. Accompanied patrick to buy ice cream with the others and something bad happened, don't wanna remember! Curious about the vampire dressing guy, so I went down to take a look. Reached awhile only, he saw me. HAHA. Funny guy. Went back to hotel and slept.

Tuesday : Woke up 8 plus. Bathed and breakfast around 9.30, had dim sum. Yummy~ But waited very long for a dish. Temple > Hotel room > Bowling > Pool > Buy snow city tix > Hotel room > Snow city > Hotel room for bathing (Mood quite ruined in between) > Dinner > Movie (Vampire Warriors). It was not ... bad. Rate it 3/5.

Hoping that i could go to the Haunted Adventure since it looks quite fun. It was the first game to attract me when I reached the hotel first day! But sadly.. NO! Back to hotel room. Slept at 12plus.

Wednesday : Woke up at 7.30. Last day of Genting already, which means back to S'pore today. Bathed for awhile and I heard granny nagging like wth. Breakfast at 9.30. Walked around awhile, played pool and back to hotel to book out at 12. Lunch at around 1. Up on bus at 2plus. Slept, listen music and carry on with my movie (2012). Dinner at 6.30. Watch movie in bus again. (2012).

Reached S'pore around 10pm plus. Bro came to drive us home. :D

Upload pix tomorrow when I login again. Nights people. :)

Thank you for always being by our side, (You, You, Thank you, For you)

2010-12-23T17:09:00.002+08:00

I had a new haircut, like I've said on my twitter. I did take pix of myself. But it was duper uper ugly. Hehe. So i didn't upload.

AHH, JUNHYUNG. (Like a mad only! Hehehehheheeehheee.) Currently, I'm waiting for Beast to perform at M! Countdown. I have need to have patience for this! Zzzz. Testing my patience. Because it's really lag. So, instead of watching the thing now, I'm blogging to prevent wasting of time as well as tumblring. Then I came by a picture of Leehongki & Junhyung! Over here : http://junhyung.tumblr.com/post/2397049466. Two of my idols taking pix together. Hehe. Happy much. :)

I haven done my tuition homework yet. And guess what? There's tuition tomorrow early in the morning at 9. Ohyeah, I've changed my blogskin background. Is it nicer than before? I think it is. :D I don't think I'm going with the rest tomorrow. They shall have fun without me! I know they will miss me anyway. :-) Shall see them after school reopens. Doesn't matter. Left not much days only.

This is the website of Junseob - Thanks to lyrics. English lyrics! http://yeppopo.wordpress.com/2010/12/23/lyrics-romanizationtrans-beasts-yoseob-junhyung-thanks-to/. Like a cool right! :)

Shall edit this later. :)

2010-12-22T17:22:00.003+08:00

Monday : I don't really remember what happen on that day. I think I was just slacking around at home doing nothing. Blog hopping. Facebook hopping. Reading people's tweets. And finding out some BEAST news @ http://allkpop.com. Facebook is getting boring. Isn't that so? I'm more into twitter now. :)

Tuesday :
I found out that, Beast will be introducing three new songs and a longer version of 'Lights go on again'. Junseob - 'Thanks to'. Dujun & Dongwoon - 'When the door closes'. Gikwang & Hyunseung - 'Let It Snow'. & I will be looking forward to Thursday - M! Countdown. Beast will be making their official debut that day! Friday - Maybe if can, I will be out with sisters. Saturday - IT'S CHRISTMAS. WHO'S EXCITED? I AM! Sunday - Overseas! :)

Went over for tuition at night. Changed the next date to friday. Early morning! 9am! Ohmanszxc. KILL ME!

Wednesday :

Yeap. Like you can see. I've changed my blogskin again. I found this template in the 'Template Designer'. Thinking perhaps, I can give it a try. So ya. This is the result. If you asked me if I am satisfied with it, I can tell you, not really. I think it's still lacking something. But I can't find out what it's lacking. Maybe when I find out, I will edit. Hehe. The above video is Junseob - 'Thanks to'. So fkin' nice lar that song. Love it like hell!

That's all. Bye :D

2010-12-19T18:59:00.008+08:00

I said I will definitely login just to post this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 용준형 ♡!

I have been wondering how you will enjoy today. But no matter what, I know you'll have fun. I hope you saw everyone's wishes, including mine. :)

Saturday, 18 December, 2010.
Saturday, went out for my christmas present. They bought for me a jacket, one pair of socks and a bag. Then bought already, we went to cinema to buy tix of Narnia.

I rate this 4/5. I don't really understand the movie, but it was nice. But I think I prefer the first movie of it. Ya. End movie @ 11. Tweeted to wish Junhyung's b'day. It was late, so spend the night over at patrick's house.

Sunday, 19 December, 2010.
Woke up super early. Tobi the dog is sick! He keeps vomiting! Omfg. I hope he gets well soon. Anw, went over to the temple for praying. Temple > Breakfast > Patrick's house > Home sweet home. Reached home and here I am. :)

I was late in watching SBS Inki Gayo 2010-12-19. That's why I missed Beast's part! SHIT! But, there's something called Youtube.

That's all. BYE :)

2010-12-17T23:41:00.004+08:00

Hehee. 17 DECEMBER TODAY. And Music Bank Special is today! I'm uploading three videos ALL CREDITS TO Youtube! :)

I support this two korean bands : 4Minute & BEAST B2ST.
I was thinking that which picture should I put for my profile pix. Coz' i like both pix. :(. Lol. But i think i will change it as day passes by~

Ya. Anyway, woke up at 11 plus. Had mac for lunch. Bathed and used comp. =.= Connection is failing this laptop. I dk why. I was doing this blogskin, then it suddenly just hanged. Hanged and hanged. Disconnected by itself. Blahblahblah. Then now when I was typing this post, I saw this 'Could not contact Blogger.com. Saving and publishing may fail. Retrying...' Seriously fk. I have a hard time typing this post. Connection plz don't fail me! If you fail me, I dk what the hell will happen. -.-

Foul mood. Due to the connection. Tsktsktsk. Unlucky day. Zzz. AND STOP SHOWING ME 'COULD NOT CONTACT BLOGGER.COM. SAVING AND PUBLISHING MAY FAIL. RETRYING..' Im not interested. Juz publish it. -.-

That's all. Bye.

2010-12-17T17:55:00.006+08:00

Quiz found from blog hopping @ somebody's blog. I know her existence but she don't know mine. I think she looks like one of the mediacorp artist. :)

How old will you be turning next year?
16 on 31may2011!

If you were in the hospital, would your number one come see you?
Yea.

What are you listening to?
我爱他 - 叮当

Will you be in bed within the next 20 minutes?
Nope. I wanted to watch Boys over flowers now. But -.-

Last place you watched a movie?
Tmall.

Last thing you ate?
Dinner ?

What are you planning on doing after this?
Sleep :/

Do you trust all of your friends?
Not really.

Was it a boy or girl to call you last?
Girl.

Is your hair wavy or straight?
Many people say it's straight, but idk.

Do you listen to music everyday?
Yea. It's a must!

Do you listen to your friends when they tell you a boy or girl is bad for you?
Maybe. But it's my choice.

Are you a jealous person?
Yea. Very easy jealous person :/

Who was the last person you gave your number to?
Hmm. Bryan?

When you throw up, do you cry?
No.

Done anything illegal in the past month?
No.

When you are home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
Yea. Obviously.

Do you have a best friend that is a girl?
Yea.

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Foul mood - LOUD. But most of it, reasonable level coz' i dunnwanna be deaf.

Can you watch scary movies?
Yea.

Would you rather have roommates or live alone?
Room mates? Or probably alone. Idk.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Light blue.

Are you a loud person?
Yea.

This time last year who did you like?
Hmm. Last year, i think it's a senior. I think uh.

What is the longest you have ever talked on the phone?
Hmm. Can't remember. Rarely talk to people on phone. Mostly, texts.

What were you doing at 2am?
SLEEPING. Or struggling to sleep. LOL.

2010-12-16T22:00:00.003+08:00

Day 3 - Random cartoons I like

Hmm. It will be Winnie the Pooh already. Hehehe. Been liking Winnie the Pooh since sec 1. I think it's awfully cute. :) But now, I don't like Winnie the Pooh as much as last time. I mean, I still like, but, not as much as last time already. I was a crazy fan of it, if I didn't remember it wrongly.

Tuesday, 14 December, 2010
Went for tuition like I've said. Time passed by so slowly. :(
But anw, I changed one of the tuition date to 26dec. But changing it to another soon. Coz, im leaving singapore on 26dec, in the morning! How can I go for tuition anw? =.= So ya, change again lo. No choice. -.-

Wednesday, 15 December, 2010
I wanted to change blogskins. When I choose one blogskin from blogskin.com, I compare the current one and the new one. I realized I prefer the current one more. So I didn't change it. I think it's hard to find a nice blogskin that suits me anymore ~ My old blogskins are at computer. And im using a laptop now.

Thursday, 16 Decemeber, 2010

Like a bore only at home.. :(

Counting down to Junhyung's b'day! Like only 2 more days!! I am gonna tweet him a happy b'day. Hehe, I know he won't see la. Juz a wish or.. I dk how say. I have been counting down to his b'day like since, last month (November 1st). Hehe, it's the date when I first like him ~ I don't even know why I remember. LOL. I suddenly remember the first time I know who's Beast. I heard their song 'Easy' at 93.3FM. Then, I started to find out more about them. :)

Guigui's b'day : 11 August. (Wait next year~)
이홍기's b'day : 2 March. (Wait next year~)
Wangzi's b'day : 14 April. (Wait next year~)
Yanyalun's b'day : 20 November (Wait next year~)

Hehehe. All next year's b'day leh. This year, i only wished Wangzi, Guigui, YYL & soon, Yong junhyung. For Lhk, I will have to wait till next year March, then can wish him lur lor! :(

I did try to change my blogskins. But when i try to .. It start to hang and whatever. Zzz. Kns. I juz wanna change blogskin ~ -.-

2010-12-14T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. :) Miss me?

Sunday, December 12, 2010.

Well, it's rather a peaceful sunday night. I heard Beast sang three new duets in their concert. To people who went to their concert, I envy you! I bet they did very well, since they practiced at least 6 hours per day before the concert. Their first concert, Welcome to Beast Airline ♡. Ohmanszxc, I wished I could go too ~ I am so happy when I read this. http://b-e-a-s-t.tumblr.com/post/2194468376/beast-we-are-no-longer-the-recycled-group. Man, you guys are GREAT! They celebrated Junhyung's b'day too! Even tho' his birthday was 7 days away. :)

But anyway, I spent my day quite yeah, wastefully again. Like the hours I am awake, so far as I could remember, I was doing nothing. It's quite a boring day. But anyway, I'm out tomorrow for class bbq. I think I mentioned it before. But yeah.

I didn't online too, coz' my sist stolen the connection from me! She need to use the connection coz' my bro stole hers. Man. Bored ttm.

I love this part ♡

Monday, December 13, 2010.

And so. It rained on that day, causing me to be like in the rain for a fkin' long time. Went out to meet clarissa and yt. Went to Tmall and walkwalk. Left to take mrt and off we went to the bbq pit. Zzz. We walked there. It was a fkin' long journey! And I'm in the rain together with them ~ Omfg. It was boring. Left and reached Ehub. We stayed there for yt's dinner while me and clarissa bought our food to eat lur. Reached home around 8? I didn't even took a picture. Wasted. -.-

After I reached home, dinner time. I heard a good news. Hehehe. It was good news for me, but my brother and sister is like 'aiyo, liddat only' ! WTF?! Hate them lur! Perhaps they did better, but, we're in different stream. Kns! Ruin my freakin' mood only! D: Yea, then off to bed @ 11.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010.

Hmm. It's Mdm chang's b'day. Happy b'day. :)

Well. But anw, I had a fkin' terrible dream! Juz thinking bout me, caused me -.-!!!! Ohyea, I juz remembered that im having tuition today. Zzz. I wished the tuition ends faster everytime i go there. -.-

Day 2 - The meaning behind your blogger name

I don't think I have to explain this right. Blogger name : Maggielmq. It's my name(Maggie) + my chinese full name(lmq). Lmq = Liu.mei.qi.

I feel so weird. This time, the 30 days challenge, you don't have to fill in a lot. They are just questions that require short answers. :)

2010-12-11T22:58:00.003+08:00

I just realized I haven't finish my first 30 days challenge. And today's the last one.

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Lol. So in the mirror, I see myself la. I see how my appearance change when I slowly grow up. I see how my hair get shorter if I cut my hair or longer if I didn't. Anw, I don't how to write the last letter lar. So, juz bear with it.

& now, I found a new 30 days challenge. A total different type one. So here it goes.

Day 1 - 15 Random facts about yourself
1. Im a girl.
2. Im 15? 16 on 3105. :)
3. Im short, im only 160cm leh! I aimed for 165 or more? :)
4. Im fat... I wanna slim down so badly ~
5. I love 용준형 mostmostmostmost. I love 王,鬼,纶 & 이홍기 too.
6. I love my family and cliques ~ :)
7. Im friendly, trust me. :)
8. I have a bad temper, so don't piss me.
9. I have Facebook.Tumblr.Twitter account. Follow/Add me?
10. Now.. I have trouble finishing this 15 random facts.. -.-
11. I hate liars, hypocrites, bitches, bastards and copydogs.
12. I'm happy and contented with life.
13. I wished holidays end slowly, coz next year I sec 4 lur ! :(
14. I'm broke -.-
15. And yes, I'm finally finished with this! :)

Have something funny to share. (Via Tumblr)

First he trips over the stairs

Then he stumbles over this large speaker (how? idk)

And tries to walk it out like a macho

And if you're wondering what other members are doing... Look at this.
While watching their youngest member (try to) walk up the stairs…

They laugh…

and laugh…

and laugh some more..

LOL. Like a evil only!
That's the end. Byebye. Shall turn in now. :)

2010-12-10T18:12:00.005+08:00

Hehehe. I heard Love Buffet is finally out soon. I think it will be shown on 19dec. :)

This is going to be out soon. I have been waiting for it for ages. Ohyeahhhh ~ :)

I'm finally done with my show too. It's a very hilarious show. But i think it haven't end yet.. ! D:
Ohohoh. btw. I forgot what i did on tuesday and wednesday so i won't be updating bout it.
But..... I went out on thursday instead on friday.

So.. On thursday, i went out with four ladies : huijun, samantha, clarissa & yeeteng. :)
I met clarissa and yeeteng at bus stop. Then meet the rest of them at interchange.
Saw quite a few eastview-ians, but i only said hi to one of them, coz' i only know her lah dey.
Then, we headed for the bus. Due to laziness of waiting, we went to take Mrt instead.
But who knows? Wrong way! So, we went back to Kallang. Took the bus there to teoheng.
Alighted at the wrong stop thanks to yt, then went to wait for cab/bus. Bus came, and up we go.
Finally we reached teoheng. We were 30minutes late manszxc.! :(
Then, we stayed till 6 and we left. It was fun in between. But my voice gone.. So sad lar :(
Reached tamp around 7? Went to buy something to eat, and i walked home together with clarissa & yt.
Home sweet home around 7.30.

Today, i went to see a lot of kpop news and tumblr. I realized BEAST is really tired. :/
I even saw news that said, Yoseob isn't able to sleep! Tsk, really worried bout them you know!
Tho' im not related to them, they don't know me, i don't know them, but still worried~
Im worried bout Junhyung most tho'... ;(

Classbbq on monday. I think i went there for the sake of the sea, so i will be enjoying the sea breeze only?
Then maybe on 24dec, im going out with the girls again for Christmas eve. :p
What a busy month. But i think i went through December happily. :)

2010-12-06T18:09:00.004+08:00

Four days since i've updated. Anybody missed me? I think i wanna private my blog soon. Since not much readers anyway. Heheh. :/

Well. On friday , i went to Patrick's house and stayed over because it's my ganma's b'day the next day. Time passes so slowly. :(

Keep spamming twitter using messages since i was super duper bored over there. :(

Then.. on saturday, the celebration starts. Went home on that day. But many pictures were taken before i left. But uploading only one.

Happy b'day. The one she's carrying is, Michelle's sister btw.

On sunday, spent the day going movies with bitch and her boyf. Wanted to call huijun along, but.. she didn't answer my call.

Oh yeah, we caught this movie 'Hello Stranger'. The rating was high. Well i give it 4/5. Since it's quite nice, except for the ending. You watch it and you'll know :)

And today. Spent my day super wastefully. Anyway, tomorrow start tuition alr. :'(

Im going out on 10dec for uhhhum. & 13dec for class bbq & 26dec for overseas. December. Wow. Busy month.

Plz be a better year, 2011. :)

2010-12-02T18:21:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!
Patrick is back from Korea. Tomorrow staying over @ his house like i mentioned. <: I miss baby oscar. Tho' it give me a 'ohmygod' feeling, but it's still cute in a funny way. Oh yeah, if you can see, i added a new tagboard in. Pleaseplease keep that tagboard alive, by tagging. (:

Fahrenheit! They are coming to S'pore soon, if im not wrong. Or they are already inside S'pore? Idk. :D

I swear i was fkin' shocked and was thinking "Who is that girl? Luckkyy." when i saw this. Later when i saw the website saying "Don't worry, Aaron is kissing his mom." And I was like. Phew.. :) Later i thought again "Why the hell did i phew for? Not like he's related to me. He's my idol! :D" Lol. Stupid thoughts, go away!

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Hmm. If i really have to do this letter, it would be this person already.

It's been a long time ever since i talked to you. The last chat was the last time we both online together?
It felt like you have been missing in action, but still i don't wanna text you. How stubborn can i be? Well, very.
I don't know when is the next chat, but still, i wish you happy and well. <: If you ever pass by my blog when you online, do give me a tag. Using your name or in any nick that i will know it's you. Thanks for being there when i needed someone to talk to. :) Thanks for being there to entertain me whenever i have moodswings. :) If i didn't forget, you owe me two ice creams already. I will take from you some day! :)

2010-12-01T18:53:00.005+08:00

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life. I don't think there's any such person. Im kinda contented with my life now. If this someone is thinkin of ruining my life now, f.t.h.o.

I don't know how to update my blog already. o.o Recently, im starting to rewatch 海派甜心. Also, i wanna rewatch 下一站, 幸福. Still wanting to watch Gloomy Salad Days and Vampire Dairies II.

Hahaha. This got me laughing for a while. See what Doojoon is doing to Junhyung. Omfg. Hahahaha.
I can't stop thinking how cute Junhyung was. Still remember his nickname inside MTV Beast, "Yongssica".
Junhyung did the part of Jessica inside the MTV Beast of 'GEE'. Awfully cute lar him.
Beast is one of the winners of ‘Photogenic Award’ at ‘Korean Visual Arts Festival’

Thinking bout Leehongki... Sources from : http://allkpop.com.
He confesses that he had a celebrity girlfriend. Omfg. Who's that girl. Im super curious canszxc!

Usual update. <: 24 more days to Christmas. Honestly, im looking forward. And from 26-30dec, you probably won't see me in S'pore. Kekekkkee ^^

Im doing a quiz.

APPEARANCE
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I want to adopt someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

SCHOOL/WORK
[x] I’m in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job
[ ] I’ve been fired.

EMBARASSMENT
[ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something
[ ] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my trousers rip in public.

HEALTH
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[ ] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I’ve had chicken pox.
[ ] I have/had asthma.

TRAVELING
[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

EXPERIENCES
[ ] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been Skiing
[ ] I’ve been in a play.
[x] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[ ] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back more than once.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them and didn’t get a clear response.
[ ] I’ve felt rejected even if I wasn’t.
[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I’ve loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.

HONESTY
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[ ] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[ ] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I’m addicted to self harm
[ ] I’ve woken up crying.

DEATH
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.

MATERIALISM
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

RANDOM
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I obsess over grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[ ] I can cook.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red black or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online a lot, even as an away message.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a roach in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

K. whatever. :)
That's all. Bye.

2010-11-30T20:08:00.003+08:00

Thinkin about updating a little...

Anyway. Today was totally a bore. Woke up super early & im freakin' sleepy. Went for Np meeting & there's only 4 of us there. Went home @ 12 and had my lunch. Read storybooks and here i am infront of my sist's lappy. Actually, it counted as mine already. <:

Four more days to my ganma's birthday. Tomorrow patrick's coming back already. Should i go fetch him together with the rest? I wonder if i can.. im pretty lazy. I wanna go stay at his house on friday lar. Coz' of my baby oscar! Im starting to miss this idiot oscar. :)

Sillybaby is appearing in my dreams recently. (Idohopehedon'tseethispost.) I bet he miss me too much that he's appearing in my dreams already. Since there's this quote that say "If a guy appear in your dream, it means he's missing you. If a girl appear in your dream, it means she doesn't want anything to do with you." Hehe, i hope i didn't appear in his dreams. LOL! :)

Wordy post. Bye :)

2010-11-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

Hehe, back and updating today.
From friday - sunday, i was staying at my ganma's house. It was fun, coz, there's three dogs in her house.
Tobi, Richie and Oscar. The most playful and bite people one is Oscar. Coz' its owners always let it bite them.
That's why it's used to biting people. But everytime it bite people, we started scolding him. So now, it don't bite as much as it used to already. (:
Richie, very tinghua. But it don't like dogs smelling his butt. So, it will always bark when it's always like that.
Tobi leh. The one that always run away when Oscar/Richie come near it. Hahaha. Dan xiao de gou! Somemore it oldest among them. LOL

Updating only some photos. If you wanna see more, you have to come to my facebook for it.

Oscar

Tobi & Richie

Heard from Ken that Beast are coming over to S'pore this saturday which my ganma's birthday. I can't see them! :'(

I swear im gonna regret missing it. Junhyung ~ :'(

2010-11-25T15:56:00.004+08:00

Errmmm. Hello? :)

I had a very super duper kaboom ridiculous dream before my dad wakes me up.
Guess what i dream of? I still remember it, because it's super ridiculous, ttm !
I dream that, im with my family. We are in a place full of animals, cute yet fierce.
Guess what? Crocodile is also inside. WTF right! ZzZzzzzZZZZzzzz.Ridiculous.
Then walkwalkwalk, got one quite cute der animal, bite my hand. Not pain lar, but very weird.
I keep screaming and screaming like mad people, my dad remove that thing off my hand. o.O
Then next floor already, my family members gone, but most of my schoolmate came in my dream!
So im like, eyy? Where's my family members? Then my schoolmates all came in? WTF!!
Then later, im sitting on the floor with clarissa. We are pulling a rope or something with both of our hands.
Guess what? Next minute before i know it, me and her are swinging around in the air? =.=
Then there i go again, shouting like mad people.. But no people seems to be affected by it..
Then i looked at clarissa, she's like so calm? -.- Then i woke up by my dad, end of dream.
This super ridiculous dream... I DON'T WANT SUCH A DREAM AGAINN ! WTF ! >:

Wordy post i know. Hehe, somemore only one picture.

Bye.

2010-11-24T20:27:00.006+08:00

I'll back off so you can live better. - G.NA Ft. Junhyung & Doojoon

Im totally in love with this song.

Anyway. Didn't update yesterday because i was lazy, and im watching Gloomy Salad days.
The show, is... overall still fine for me although quite a number of people say not really nice.
That's why i say : 'different people different comments or taste' .
So today.. Went back to school do somethings together with a few fellow friends.
Left early and home sweet home. Lunch > Computer till now.

Huijun they all are coming back tomorrow, which also means, my souvenirs are back! :)
MY sist is really stupid. -.- And her name is Jolanda/Miracle/Joan Lau Mei Chen.
Whatever you call her la. She juz kick her leg to the computer desk and owww was what i heard from her -.-

That's all. Annyeong!! :D

2010-11-22T16:45:00.005+08:00

Very zilian today. There are many photos of myself.:D

Anyway, got awake by bitch today. She woke up earlier than me! What a miracle totally!
Went over to mum's workplace for lunch. Yumyumyum, i had prawn noodle, super full.
Walk very slowly back home coz' my show is only aired @ 2.30pm.
Reached home @ 2pm. Listen song and 30minutes have passed.
Show over already, and here i am, using computer.

Shall i tell you what i realized today? Kk, i think i will tell you ~
I really like seeing Beast performing Soom Live. Coz' can see the whole dance. :D

Short update. Bye. :)

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Hmm. It would be.. My primary school cliques, Yinxuen, Reegena they all.
I remember, when i first entered Jyps, i was a lonely kid. >:
Often sitting or standing alone in canteen during break, then they came up to me. <:
And that's how our friendship started.

It's really nice to meet these people during Jyps.
I really hope to hang out with all of them together one day. <:
Yinxuen, Reegena, Wenqian, and also the rest! I miss you <:

Not hoping for them to see this. But, shall we hang out one day soon? <:

2010-11-21T21:02:00.005+08:00

Kk. Thinking about thinking positively would make life happier.
Well, it does. This is the second post of the day btw.

Went to my uncle house through car and my dad's the one who drove it.
Played pool, seriously, it's fun! ♥
They went swimming, while i stay indoor and watch television. (L)
On the way home, took a lot of pictures of the scenery and my dad is like "What are you doing?"
Then im like, taking pictures, for memories purposes? ♥

Home sweet home. Till just now , 30minutes ago, juz had my dinner and im super duper full now.

Really wanna go out with Baby, but too bad. Not allowed to.
Hmm, plz don't think wrong, im single.
Should find some day and go out with him. Been unable to meet him anyway. Ssssooorrrrrrrrryyyy. :(

I really miss the past.
Looking back at my past post at my old blog, i really wanna change back to the previous blog. :'(

Annyeong! :)

2010-11-21T08:49:00.004+08:00

To say the truth, im getting lazy to update. Today's bitch's 22nd birthday. She's spending it with her boyf and friends.
Like i say, no present for her this year :D. Know why know why? Coz i think she don't lack anything already.
Wanna buy her present, very difficult ~ But i know she lacks $. Sadistic thing is that, i can't give her angbao. Im younger than her okay! :D

Talking to her yesterday in the midnight yesterday. She woke me up, asking where's lbk?
So the poor me that's being woke up, said, he went to wendy's house and stay over for a night i guess.
Then, i couldn't sleep back so we chatted awhile, but a lot of things to chat. Then she fell asleep! Talk halfway leh! D:
Then i fall asleep at 3 only ~ Coz' im really not sleepy. So i listened to music till i feel sleepy and off i went to my dreams :D

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY, BITCH! Old lady already. LOL!
The next upcoming birthday would be ganma's and Junhyung's in december. Going off now. Bye!

Thinking bout Harry Potter. I wanna watch Harry potter lar! They have grown up, didn't they? But i think the girl turns pretty already (:

"Go and die for changing. But go to hell for making me believe that you won't change. Because you changed."

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Not really anyone? So i shall skip this.

P/s : Sorry for the short letters that i have done. It's ending soon. But, some letters are either i don't know how to do or it's love-related? -.-

2010-11-20T15:05:00.002+08:00

Happy 24th birthday , 炎亚纶 !!

Just one more day to bitch birthday. Ohmyohmyohmygod. I still haven't prepare any presents for her.
Hehehe. No hole in my pocket lur lor!

Didn't intend to update today, but today is 炎亚纶's birthday. So i decided to come in & wish him H.B.
Woke up in the afternoon, 12. Bathed and went to find mummy for lunch. Full full ttm manszxc.
My brother introduced me an anime, so im watching it now since im finished with 'My date with a Vampire II' already.
Im super tired now, so before i fell asleep, i better go and watch my anime first.
Annyeong(Hi/Bye) ! :D

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Right now, i think everyone's having a good time since it's holidays! But if there's really this person, i can only say, Live life positively ! :D

2010-11-18T18:11:00.003+08:00

Heheh. Ohmygodszxc. Tell you a secret alright? Juz two more days to Yanyalun's B'DAY !! I seem happier than him eyy?

No lar, juz excited. And three more days to bitch's birthday. Pocket got hole again. Sadistic ttm ! She keeps asking for her present! :(

A pix of Junhyung too? :D

Yoseob juz updated his twitter with a pix of him & Dongwoon. :-)
For Doojoon, he updated with a long sentence full of Korean. I barely even understand it. But.. you can go this website if you wanna know what they are talking about : fuckyeah-kikwang.tumblr.com
For Junhyung, he updated with Korean too. Go to that website if you wanna know what he tweeted.
Dongwoon updated with A FULL LONG SENTENCE OF KOREAN. -.- All korean ~ I can't understand. -.- But it's ok, i have that website~ :)
For Hyunseung, I heard that Doojoon is trying to convince him into twitter~ Hehehe, hope he succeed !
& Gikwang is that, he updated with a sentence of korean too. Don't understand? Go that website too! :)

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
There is a lot of people who gave me my favourite memory.
They are : Sisters , friends , Silly baby , My family , Ganma they all & Cousins. Sorry if i left out any.

Thanks to be able to meet these people. :-) Short one today, edit next time. Coz' i wanna finish my show!!! :)

Bye! :D

2010-11-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

I know i should really sleep now since it's going to be past midnight already.

Huijun, Yeeteng & Chuhui is going to China this early morning @ 5 already. Yi lu shun feng! Remember my souvenirs too!
Going to finish 'My date with a Vampire II' soon. Left with a few more episodes. Gonna finish them.
Then carry on with other dramas~ That's my holidays. No lar! Not gonna spend it like that. What a waste!
I will try to celebrate Christmas Eve with huijun they all! Coz' it's gonna be the first year this year.
Hope everything works out well next year. ♥

I juz realize that DooJoon, DongWoon & Yoseob like to tweet when it's midnight in S'pore. ♥
Where is Junhyung anyway? He's not tweeting yet! But i can't wait coz' i freakin' sleepy now.

Have a good sleep everyone! ♥ Sharing a song with you. Beast Beautiful. Their mv is out on Monday. Enjoy!

2010-11-17T16:07:00.002+08:00

Back with Junhyung's pix again ~
Today was a boring day. It's my brother's birthday too. But he's celebrating with his friends and girlfriend.
My mother is working. Dad is at ganma's house. Sister went out, so im the only one at home now. Boring ttm. But i can't go out ~
I can't wait for class outing and idk why. Butbutbut, they seems like they haven planned it? Whatever o.O

I wonder how is Wangzi, guigui and Yanyalun doing now. They aren't updating their facebook or wretch. :(
Hope they are doing fine? Love them ! ♥♥

Day 23 — The last person you kissed. It would be him bar. It was 3 months ago. But whatever~ I don't wished to talk about him.
He's living his life. Im living my life. We're different people going for different aims :)

2010-11-16T21:26:00.003+08:00

I think i'll be doing my dedication on 25.12.2010 for this year. Which is on christmas~ :)
Christmas and my birthday is what i look forward to every year. Coz im a naive girl who still believe in Santaclaus. ;)
I wished for a better year next year. ;o)
Today, i was really a pig. I slept for many hours, and only woke up at 3pm. Kk, i was a pig. But i was really tired :(
Went for lunch together with bitch. Ohwait, she didn't go for work today. So she woke up the same time as me. Perhaps a little earlier?
She woke up becoz she was hungry! So she woke me up too. If not im still at my beauty sleep.
Satisfied with my sleep becoz' my dark eye rings are gone a little bit. Yay ^^
Beast - Beautiful is finally out. Heard from bro that it was out since yesterday. Im late! But not too late till forever? :)

The cute and cool handsome guy, Y.Junhyung ♥

Haven been taking pictures of myself recently using my phone. Coz' i was super lazy to do so.
So yesterday @ Mountfaber hike. Lots of pictures was taken using samantha's digital camera. So im putting up only 4 pix :)

K i know my hair is screwed up @ the last pix. But i still like it, so im putting it up.

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to. Is there any such person? Till now, not really anyone. So i can't write this letter. So i shall skip this.

That's all. Bye.

2010-11-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

OK. MY MOOD IS TOTALLY SCREWED!!! :@

2010-11-15T16:11:00.004+08:00

I realized i have been posting Y.junhyung's pix. But no choice uh, my tumblr is full of his pix. :/ So after so long...
I found some body's tumblr @ twitter. And i find it quite true. It's a quote tumblr. The url is : http://lovequotesx3.tumblr.com
& the above pix is her credit. She is a unknown stranger, but still, i love what she post on tumblr & twitter. All so true!
Anyway. There's a hike at Mountfaber today. The best part is when the ice cream is in my mouth! Yumyumyum!
Home sweet home. Bathed & went to find mum for lunch. Homed again. That's all. Im going to watch my show already.
Bye :-)

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression.
Well. Guess i have a lot to say about this someone eh. If you're clever, you will know im talking about who already.
Dear someone, i realized i have known you for three years now. First time when i see you, i thought you might be a really bad person.
But of coz, you proved me wrong eyy? You've been a really good friend, did you know that? :-)
Im really happy to have met you. Tho' i have known you for 3 years now, but we only got closer this year. But not too late either!
Dun worry dun worry. I think i'll never stop ------(this isn't liking!) about you bar. Idk the reason why either. :/
But doesn't matter. If you have someone you like, plzplzplz go after her. I wanna see you happy too, alright?
If you don't make the first move, you'll never know whether that person likes you too a not right?
But dun worry. If that person rejects you, you still have your friends, especially me! You will find someone better. :-)
Thanks for a million for being there when i need somebody. Xoxo , ♥♥♥

2010-11-14T17:05:00.006+08:00

Da jia hao ar !

Im back with Junhyung and Yoseob's pix. Credits : http://junhyung.tumblr.com/
Sundays are super boring i swear. Hmm. Bitch might be back today i guessed. Recently, there's a lot on my mind.
Wellwellwell. WHATEVER LAR. Haven reach o levels, im already thinking bout what i should do after o levels.
There's a plenty of things i wanna do! I wanna dye hair, i wanna find a job, i wanna go poly, i wanna .. a lot of things !

But, there's something that im afraid of. Im afraid that some of my friends would stop contacting me after we go separate ways.
But, i know huijun and samantha won't stop contacting me ok ! Coz' we had a promise. Wahahahahhahahhahaha :x
Im going to continue my show now. Byebye. :-)

2010-11-13T21:22:00.001+08:00

Hi hi hi hi , how does my new blogskin look like ? I think it look kinda wonderful coz' of Y.junhyung face there ? :D
Saturdays are here , boring as usual . But i spent in a nice way . Did some practicing on something . I failed , obviously . D:
I swear im going to learn it well , if not my hand so tired , like wasted . Ass hole

Day 20 , i have to talk bout someone who broke my heart the hardest . Well sadistic . There's such a person but i dun wanna talk bout him . So don't force me alright .

Found a quiz in tumblr . Thinkin of doing it , shall i ? Kkay , yes i should . Coz' im freakin' bored .

List Of Korean Celebrity Crushes - Bold Your Favorites

1.Choi Siwon(Super Junior)
2.Lee Donghae(Super Junior)
3.Cho Kyuhyun(Super Junior)
4.Kibum(Super Junior)
5.Kangin(Super Junior)
6.Leeteuk(Super Junior) - i only know him in SJ :x
7.Eunhyuk(Super Junior)
8.Ryeowook(Super Junior)
9.Sungmin(Super Junior)
10.Hankyung(Super Junior)
11.Heechul(Super Junior)
12.Shindong(Super Junior)
13.Yesung(Super Junior)
14.Zhou Mi(Super Junior)
15.Henry(Super Junior)
16.GDragon(BigBang)
17.TOP(BigBang)
18.Daesung(BigBang)
19.Taeyang(BigBang) - i like some of his songs :x
20.Seungri(BigBang)
21.Jaebom(2PM)
22.Nickhun(2PM)
23.Taec(2PM)
24.Wooyoung(2PM)
25.Junsu(2PM)
26.Junho(2PM)
27.Chansung(2PM)
28.Max Changmin(TVXQ)
29.Xiah Junsu(TVXQ)
30.Mickey Yoochun(TVXQ)
31.U-Know Yunho(TVXQ)
32.Hero Jaejoong(TVXQ)
33.Joon(MBLAQ)
34.Seungho(MBLAQ)
35.G.O(MBLAQ)
36.Mir(MBLAQ)
37.Thunder(MBLAQ)
38.Dong Woon(BEAST)
39.Yo Seob(BEAST)
40.Jun Hyung(BEAST) - I love him best lur !
41.Hyun Seung(BEAST)
42.Doo Joon(BEAST)
43.Gi Kwang(BEAST)
44.Lee Hongki(FTI)
45.JongHun(FTI)
46.Minhwan(FTI)
47.JaeJin(FTI)
48.Seunghyun(FTI)
49.Lee Seungi
50.Lee Minho
52. KimBum
53.Taemin(Shinee)
54.Jonghyun(Shinee)
55.Minho(Shinee)
56.Onew(Shinee)
57.Key(Shinee) - I think he's kinda cute ? :D
58.KimHyunJoong(SS501)
59.KimHyungJoon(SS501)
60.ParkJungMin(SS501)
61.HyoYoungSaeng(SS501)
62.KimKyuJong(SS501)

That's all . Two funny vids to show u ! :D

Doo Joon was beatboxing . And junhyung is supposed to rap . But he juz keep , oh yeahh oh yeahh .
So the rest laughed . Cute junhyung ! :D

2010-11-12T15:21:00.004+08:00

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind - good or bad
Im adding things in too . Things that been pestering me are Sec 4 next year which means o levels are next year too . I hope i can get into business course ? Not very sure bout it yet . Coz' it all depends on my marks . Anyway , for someone who been pestering my mind are... BEAST !

Well . if you can see ... Im really in love with Yongjunhyung !! I also have a dance video which is by them to share with you , but it will only appear at the end of my post ! Oh yeah oh yeah ! Before i forgot , Beast is on Teenage cover ! According to teenage , they are the k-pop band of the year ! I have been watching B2ST Almighty recently , and i only juz started it . So im only at episode 7 . Although i don't know how many episodes there are , but i hope it won't end . But there's always an ending for such a show like that . Anyway , through teenage , if im not wrong , they are coming to s'pore for the I LOVE ASIA POP! CONCERTS together with other bands like FEI LUN HAI !!!!!!!!!!!! , 2AM , 2PM and others . Two of my fav bands are coming , and yet , i couldn't go :-( . But i bet BEAST muz be really tired now coz' they are advertising their songs what . Wowowoww, plz dun fall sick k ! ;-D

That's the end . Here's a video of their dance battle this year during april ? Since the video is uploaded in april . Hahahaha . Im not sure either .

2010-11-11T19:02:00.002+08:00

Boo , back to do my 30 letters only . Tomorrow last day of bridging , luv die ! Next year sec four already , gotta really buck up ! Dun be too shocked if u dun see me updating a lot during sec four . But i'll still stay the same ok ! However , there are a lot of things on my mind . And surely , i will keep it to myself . Ohyeah oh yeah ! :D

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
I wished to be someone that don't cares a lot for a somebody . I wanna be more understanding to some people . I wanna control my bad temper , instead of letting it control me . I wanna be the happy girl always . I wanna change my attitude . I wanna be someone who can forgive and forget . I wanna be the type of girl who doesn't fall in love easily and yet can let go easily . But afterall i still wanna be myself .

I am not a understanding girl , not a caring girl . I can't stop my bad temper from controlling me , that's why i get annoyed easily . I cares a lot for a somebody , even though i know they won't appreciate it . I might not be a happy girl always , but isn't life like this ? Life is full of smiles and tears , that's the reason of my blog link :D . I have attitude problems , yes i have . I am the type of girl who fall in love easily and yet cannot let go easily . I wanna be able to help my friends solve their problem , perhaps i can't help them , but i wanna be their listening ears . I wanna give them advices so that i can apply these advices on myself too . I always complain bout how my life sucks compared to others . That's all me . Is that the true me ? Not really , u won't get to know the real me anyway .

Thanks a million . Byebye xoxo .

2010-11-10T22:21:00.003+08:00

Im so angry so angry so fkin' angry !

Anyway , actually i dun intend to update my blog today . But , since i waited till i very angry already , might as well i do something else to distract myself . & that something else is BLOGGING . It's juz a form of venting my anger ! Blogger is nice when u need to vent ur anger . K , enough of advertising . Go back to work . Bridging today as usual , but it's a long day . There is so many mosquitoes in Eastview now , which is like so fkin' irritating ! Chinese for bridging , not like expected one , not very fun like what they say . Perhaps last year was a more fun one , but this year , not really . Quite boring actually , ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE NOT WITH YOUR FRIENDS . :(

Kk , enough of venting anger . This is not my venting blog , my private blog is ! :-)
Ohyeah , bitch is going malaysia tomorrow night ! She will only be back on sunday or monday . o.O I hope she come back only on monday . Hehehehe x) . Hope she doesn't see this . Or else .. SHE'S GOING TO KILL ME !

Not everything, but most of them, are going haywire for me . Project has to be presented tomorrow , and nothing is done yet . Guess that tonight , i dun have to sleep already . So .. be prepared to see my panda eyes tomorrow in school , which totally sucks . Aww , it sucks to be me !

The only thing good that is happening is , i dun really feel the same way to him like i used to already . K , this is the complete different person as the person mentioned in the above paragraph . It's a good news , that's why , no 11 shall appear in my facebook already .

It's a long post today . Hope everyone sleep tight and sweet dreams . Guess i won't be sleeping early today . Not my choice right ? :(

2010-11-08T18:51:00.002+08:00

Do you see Yongjunhyung ? :D Anyway , for Beast , im watching Beast Almighty . I juz realise there is this show bout their life i think . All of them are super cute inside , especially Yangyoseob . For Yongjunhyung , he's still as cool as ever :D

Im still thinkin if i should update my blog today . Well , im freakin bored that's why im here . Ohyeah , good news . I finally finished the first season of 我和僵尸有个约会 . Like really finally . Thank god .

Woke up early so i went to watch Tv . Read storybooks and off i went to bathe . Bathe finish , waited for 12plus to come , and went to take bus to school . Met huijun & chuhui at coffeeshop and off to search yeeteng & amanda at bubble tea shop . Went in school and started bridging for mother tongue . Unlucky me . Im in the same group as wilbert , ernest & junjie . -.- UNLUCKY ME . But overall , the day was still fine for me . Today is 8november , i keep forgetting .

Am i ? Or am i not ? Maybe i am . Coz' whatever he does now , doesn't affects me a lot . Ohyeah , i haven finish my 30 letters . I kept forgetting bout it . Sorry x)

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Someone from my childhood ? It would be yongwen , wei ni & wei qin .
It's been ages since i talked to them or see them . I heard that yongwen has been very good with her studies . For her bgr , seriously i have no idea . Juz hope she met someone very gooddd for her coz she's a nice and pretty girl . For wei ni , last time i talked to her was beginning of last year ? She retained a year for primary i think . I forgot . Heard that she has a crush that time . Wonder if she still likes him not ? Coz that person i also know , he's from Eastcoastprimary too . Anyway , for wei qin , i have totally no idea how is she now . I remember her as a hyperactive and cute girl . Hope she's still the same ? :D

That's all bout the people that left a big impression in my heart for my childhood .

2010-11-07T16:13:00.009+08:00

FIRST ONE FROM THE LEFT . YONGJUNHYUNG !

HELLO . Heheeh . Did u people miss me ? I know u did . Haahaha . Kinda using my sis lappy for now . My bro screwed the comp , so whatever . During this period that i didn't use the comp , i watch TV & keep takin pix of myself . But i only chose two pix that i have taken & it's on
facebook . Kinda like them . Ps : The other one is @ my widget if u can see :D

Yayayayaya , im loving Yong Jun Hyung a lot . In fact im loving BEAST a lot too ! They are freaking cute . Tomorrow there's bridging . 4hours in SAC , kill me . Im bringing hoodie there tomorrow . Whahahahahhahahha ! :-)

Bye .

2010-11-02T17:53:00.007+08:00

Next week der today , i'll be having a maths tuition at the same center next week .

Clarissa will be attending the same one as me , but different days . D:

Anyway , today reached near school's voiddeck @ 7.40 plus , forgot what time . Waited for yeeteng & clarissa to come and go to school together . After bridging , went to interchange with samantha to buy my handphone screen protector and cover . But the stupid shop is a scammer . It scam me $8 for the cover siah . The cover is totally screwed . Knn , lucky still can use . Fk it ! After that , back to school for Np meeting . Something happened after we tried to leave np room . x.x Samantha left first . Waited for yt @ canteen and home sweet home . Yes , im still watching my show . And ..... NO BRIDGING TMRW . Love dieszxc ! :-)

Plzplzplz people ! Dun believe what bitch (Jolanda) wrote on her blog bout me loving her ok ! That's all her wishful thinkings . I know she want me to love her a lot , but omfg , i don't ! -.-

ANDAND . What's with the weather forecast anyway ? It all started after Personal taste is out . -.-

Day 16— Someone that’s not in your state/country

Im TOTALLY falling in love with BEAST's Yong Junhyung.

Shall i post a little bout him ? Actually i dun really know him well . I started to take notice on him after knowing bout his band , BEAST :/ . I muz really say , his hairstyle is quite unique this time round for the new song , Soom . Ohyeah ohyeah , when he dance , he totally look soooooo cooooooolll lar ! Check out his hair for that Mv . :-)

Nvrm , i decided to put the song instead . I LOVE THIS SONG . :-)

That's all byebye ^^

2010-11-01T18:24:00.002+08:00

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I TRY TO BE GOOD TO U . ZZZ . NOT GONNA BE NICE ANYMORE .

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Went to pray @ temple with relatives which means there is no work on sunday . Me & michelle wanted to bring granny out for a walk , but since her back is aching , we didn't go . Michelle, kenneth and patrick cooked dinner for the adults . As for me , i didn't really help coz' the food that i cooked , mostly are not edible . x.x At night , went back together with aunt . Reached home & used comp but didn't update , coz' i was super lazy to . :-)

Monday, November 1, 2010

Woke up early , was bored @ home so went to school early . Reached East view there der void deck @ 7plus . Super early , rot there all the way till 7.50 . Met huijun and we go to school together . Bridging starts @ 8 . Break @ 10 to 10.30 . Lunch @ 12 to 1 . Back to school for amaths bridging . Bridging for today end , and me , clarissa & yt went to playground again . Home sweet home @ 5 . I swear im going to sleep early today . :-)

Day 15 , it's a letter which you have to talk bout the person you miss the most . Im skipping any letters regarding love and anything i dun wish to talk bout .

2010-10-30T17:12:00.002+08:00

Went over to ganma's house for a night coz' there's work today for me ! Woke up early @ 7plus . Bathed and off we went to work . Before we went to the workplace , we went to eat our breakfast . We had roti prata , then what we least expected to see , was ken's mum . I was expecting to see her only after 10 coz' she have a checkup with her doctor . So was kinda shocked to see her . After that , we went in and i saw Ahgirl again ! She's still so energetic like always ! :-) Finished what we have to supposed to do , & we realized the time is only 12pm ++ . Went over for our lunch and waited for my ganpa and ken's dad to come . Bluffed them that we haven't finish our work , and they hurried back to the workplace . But they later find out they have been bluffed by my ganma :D . Finished packing and we left the place . Went back to my home first , then back to ganma's house . Now im using the comp & the adults are playing mahjong AGAIN . -.- Waiting for the night to arrive and something will happen . Hope it turns out all well ! :-)

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
That would be Chelsea . We are still friends but , i know we've kinda drifted away from each other . Perhaps it's because of our lack of topic that caused us to chat lesser and lesser ? Chelsea , we may not graduate together next year , but we're still friends alright ? I do hope to hang out more with you and the others . Stay happy & last long with your boyf . You love him a lot , don't you ? :)

2010-10-29T18:34:00.002+08:00

Went out with huijun , yeeteng and chuhui . Met them @ Mrt , went to Mr bean , off to Bugis street , T1 for arcade and back home . Today's a really black day ! Know why ? I wore black shirt and black NF shorts . Then , the sky is dark when im near home . So i went to buy a black umbrella . Very black right . :-) Sad to say , i love the color black ! Goin to ganma's house later coz im working on sat and sun which means , i won't online on both of that day ! :'(

Day 13 , it's a letter that you have to write someone you wish could forgive you , but there isn't anyone . So , i'll juz skip this .

THE END ! :)

2010-10-28T12:45:00.005+08:00

Yay . Good news ! Im promoted to Sec4 express ♥! But i can't be relaxed yet ! Becoz' next year im taking O levels already ! Holidays are starting from tomorrow onwards . Im still thinking if i could go out with my sisters not . Today , school was awesome . The song played by Military band , a senior who graduated from East view came back to send Mr Ee off with his guitar and vocal skills , and also , Nik and his friends dancing at the stage . These people made a really good atmosphere there but the soon-to-be new principal kinda spoil it . I think , Mr Ee is quite friendlier than her , she's damn fierce D: . After that , back to classroom for our report books , yearbook and the book list for next year . The whole class is promoted to Sec4Express , some advanced , but we're still in the same class yup ♥! Dismissed and home sweet home (:

迟早, 我会还这张脸一个真心的笑容.

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Can i plz don't mention bout this person ? Whatever , i'll juz do it .
Dear person that i hate most .
I think i would never get a chance to talk to u already . But whatsoever , i dun wanna talk to u either . Look , the things u did to me , i won't forget and i won't forgive . U dun even wanna me to forgive u what , i know . Doings things against my wish , u are worse than a bitch . I dk what the fk happen that made u do such things , but , i dun wanna know either . Let's juz hope we have nothing to do with each other already . End of it , 我们最好不要再见面了 . But confirm very hard , coz' we are in the same school . Grrr :@

& for the one who cause me a lot of pain , im not talking bout him .

2010-10-27T16:27:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the day Mr.Ee is going to step down of principal of East view . There will be a concert and then back to classroom to take back our report books which is SCARRYYYY ttm , yearbooks and booklist for next year . Next year im turning 16 & i really gotta say , this year times really flies . Next year , i'll be taking my O levels too . I don't have much time , but i juz can't cut myself some slack . Oh ya , i'll talk a little bout today . Today we went to Temasek Poly . Im kinda interested in Biomedical science now , but the cut-off points are super low . ZzZzzzzZzZzZzzzzZz . I changed my blogskin too , to the previous one . Coz' im kinda bored of the previous one . Lookin @ my past blogskins , im kinda attracted to this , so ... i chose this . (:

Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to

Dear grandparents ,

You all have been gone for so long already , but i knew u all are always near , protecting us from above . I didn't have any memories with my grandpa , but i heard from my mum that , my grandpa dotes on korkor the most . Know why ? Coz' me and my sister were only born after he's gone . If not i bet he will dote on me the most . My memories with my grandma was very blur , very unclear . I knew very little bout my grandparents . I knew i can't talk to the both of u already , but thanks for ur protection for our family . Hope the both of u are doing fine above . (:

2010-10-26T17:36:00.002+08:00

School as usual . The whole day was totally boring . The dancing workshop totally let me down , coz' i totally can't follow what the instructor is doing , coz' she is doing it too fast already . OH , kill me . Then after that , went to have lunch with huijun , samantha , yeeteng & chuhui @ coffeeshop . Went our separate ways inside school . Me & samantha went for Np meeting , but seems like we did nothing there . Talk and talk nuts things with samantha , & we are totally nuts . She got me laughing and laughing over and over again . Went over to bubble tea shop and back to school again . Wanna watch the Sending Mr Ee off Parade , but we seem so extra . Went to take bus with huijun , yeeteng and chuhui . Blah blah blah , home sweet home (:

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Dear someone ,
It's been 3 days since i last talked to u , and it was only juz now when i last saw u . The type of feeling like ..'i wanna talk to u ! i wanna talk to u ! i wanna talk to u ! but it felt like im bothering u' , it totally sucks . I have to tolerate so that i won't have to talk to u , but seems like i can't tolerate any longer :/. I will tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate tolerate till i can't . Juz don't make me feel like im bothering u can ler , and i will be like thankyou & thankgod. (:

2010-10-25T16:21:00.002+08:00

There's a lot of shows that i wanna watch . Like , vampire dairies season 2 . Haven got to watch it since i could use comp . Also , gloomy salad days . Episodes like five and six should be out already . Im planning to watch 我和僵尸有个约会 1 , coz i juz realized i haven watch 1 and 2 of it , only watched 3 . Well , actually im watching already . Hehee <:

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

First :

I wanna meet my idols . Leehongki , Aaronyanyalun , Wangzi & Guigui ! ♥

I remember posting Leehongki's pix that day , so im posting wangzi pix next ! Aren't they really handsome and cute ? Tho' i dunno the real them ... , but i juz like them lar ! Ehheheh , become confession already uh . Better stop .

Well . Actually , there's a lot of people i wanna meet now . Like ... someone special who loves me for who i am ~

Or someone who truly knows me .

That's all . (:

2010-10-24T21:38:00.003+08:00

Friday .
It was the last Np training . Did we have fun , well , not really . Had promotion test on that day too . Well , i did badly . All anyhow do :x ! So , there flies away my sergeant rank ! But at least i knew someone's secret ! Yayyyy . Then after Np , took bus with stephanie . She asked me how are me & him . I said , still the same , strangers . At night , relatives came and ganma asked me to go work with her for two days . So.. i went ! (:

Saturday .
Met yiyi and kenneth @ bus stop first . Ate breakfast before we go in to ganma's workplace . I ate the slowest , omfg . Then , walked into the workplace , & i saw a super duper cute dog but it was quite fierce too . I heard it had a sad background i think . Of all people there , gan ma was one of the worker there that the dog would listen to . Super duper cute lar it ! But first time see her , she keep barking at me , which i dun really like ~ , but overall , still cute ! Worked for a half day and went to ganma's house for a night . It was totally fun ! But next day , all the slack is gone.... :(

Sunday .
Went to work early @ 7.30. But we only stepped in the workplace @ 8.30. Wowww. One hour for our breakfast @ macdonalds ! So reached the workplace , play a while with the super duper cute dog and continue yesterday's work . The dog is super cold to me today :( . But , who cares ? Kay , i cared . Anyway , work work work work all the way till 6pm . Left the place & back to ganma's house for dinner . Sit awhile and home sweet home ! Reached home , & something funny happened . Quite entertaining for myself , & i need so much courage to do that .

Day 8 - Your favourite internet friend

Hmm.. Favourite internet friend uh . Not really anyone ? It was once ivan , but i stop contacting him ler . Since he stopped talking to me also . So for my future favourite internet friend , im gonna say , let's have fun talking with each other !

2010-10-21T17:54:00.004+08:00

Well . Gotten back combined humans and combined science results . Guess what ? I failed my combined humans , thanks to literature ! Grrr , i hate literature for pulling down my marks . Nevermind ! I don't believe i can't pass literature ! Juz watch and see ! * Later i fail again how ? Hmmm . Then try again . * Today , after school , went to Tmall with clarissa , yeeteng and huijun . Hmm , regarding to what we did , it's a secret ! But i saw a lot of St hildas students there . I wonder if it's sec ones or sec twos . Coz' they are wearing shorts and not long pants . Wow . This year sure flies quickly . There are gonna be post exam activities . One of them gonna include dancing which is street jazz . Well , no comments . x.x I shall post a pix of my idol bar ! LEE HONG KI !

He is so friggginnnnnnn' cute ! Lee hong ki ! ♥

Day 7 - Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Well , ex-boyf uh ? There's one that left a deep impression in my heart . So i guess i won't be able to forget him for the time being . I remember our anniversary tho' , it's on 23august . It's not that i dun wanna forget this date , but it's juz that i have a deep impression lar , i wonder why too . Maybe coz' it's a sad relationship bar . Not becoz' i still like him , no worry . He treat me still ok , i think after that year passed , im the one that is treating him bad bar . Super sorry kay . Hope you faster find someone that you truly love and that girl truly love you de ! Super short one for him and also another ex-crush . Hmm , really thankful for this ex-crush of mine . He has always been there thru my worst days . He never knew that all the sad things i told him bout , is him . He didn't know i like him , so i dun really blame him . He's a nice guy , but he keep saying he is a bad guy . It's been ages since i last chatted with him . He's the type of guy that , unless you text him first , he's never gonna text you first . Unless his mood very good lor . Remembering the first time i saw him , awwwww , he's a handsome dude . Now you know why i fall for him ler bar ! But wait , it wasn't his appearance i fell for . It was the one that was treating me well , that i fell for . But slowly , when time passes , this feeling faded .

For the current one , i still haven forgotten you but.. i believed time will numb this ! & i wanna smile to live thru these days manszxc !! (:

2010-10-20T15:42:00.003+08:00

Got back some of my results for SA2 . However , i only plan to share it when i got back my report book . Let's juz pray hard that i passed every subject and got promoted to sec 4E . Im not very confidence with English , A maths , Literature & Combined science . So now , what's next ? School ended early @ 12.15 today . It's a nice date today : 20.10.2010 . I like such a date , it's kinda cool ! I hope I hope , that 2010 will be better . I hope i hope , 2011 will be even better than 2010 .

Day 6 — A Stranger

Well , stranger ? Some day , some time later , i will meet a stranger . & this stranger will become my friend , i hope . & then later , he or she will become my good friend , close friend then best friend ! Who knows ?

I know there's someone out there , that i dun know that dislikes me . & i juz knew it today . This very clever sec two xiao jie , says that she dislikes all the sec three girls that is close to my friend . Don't you think you're very immature ? You're juz plain jealous that im close to your crush . You can always stay truthful to your crush , but hey , does your crush even want that ? All the things that you're doing , can easily irritate or annoy your crush . Wow , im like saying these to myself . But im not like her at least . Perhaps , im like that before , juz not so exaggerating like hers . Seriously , juz becoz' you say you dislike , doesn't mean it matter to me . You're in love with my friend , go ahead and fight for him then . Dun come disliking all his girl friends . You can get jealous all you want , but disliking , it's a bit too over ?

Bye !